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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:13 PM   #1
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Anyways. I'm having a really hard time right. This depression keeps getting worse and worse and I don't know what to do. Its not even the girl anymore. This is turning into more worrying about myself. I've broken down too much recently. The most recent being yesterday where I found that I may get reported for some things and may not be around here much longer. I'm really starting to worry about this. I really truly am. Its really getting to me. And I just can't take it much longer. I don't know what to do. I need help but I don't want to ask for it because every time I do something bad happens. This is just the wrong time for me to be like this. When I was alone with no one around all the time this wouldn't have been a problem. But now with the girl it makes things a lot harder for me. Because I know if something bad happens to me She'll loose it next and I'm trying to help her not make her worse. I just don't know what to make of all this. There's something wrong with my head and I don't know what to do about it. I want to get help but I fear if I do I'll end up in the insane asylum. And I really don't want to go there. I just want to be happy again that's all I want. If anybody can help that would be great.

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:28 PM   #2
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have you thought about seeing a professional who may be able to help you?

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:30 PM   #3
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have you thought about seeing a professional who may be able to help you?
Yeah....then I thought a little more and they'd probably end up throwing me in a mental hospital because I'm so fucked up

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:31 PM   #4
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Yeah....then I thought a little more and they'd probably end up throwing me in a mental hospital because I'm so fucked up
unless they thought you were in serious danger of hurting yourself, it is highly unlikely they would even bring that up. but either way, if you have depression, you need help treating it

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:36 PM   #5
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unless they thought you were in serious danger of hurting yourself, it is highly unlikely they would even bring that up. but either way, if you have depression, you need help treating it
Does wanting to die in the worst way count as serious danger to hurting myself?

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:37 PM   #6
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Does wanting to die in the worst way count as serious danger to hurting myself?
usually they consider it a serious threat if you have a plan to do it. but either way man, you really need to see someone who can help you, a professional

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:43 PM   #7
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usually they consider it a serious threat if you have a plan to do it. but either way man, you really need to see someone who can help you, a professional
I don't have a plan because I know I can't kill myself. I'm not lucky enough to have enough balls to put myself out of this pain. I want to see one. I want this to be over with. For the last 3 years this is all ive dealt with. And its really starting to show. Putting on that fake smile keeps getting harder and harder. Im just loosing it. And being ignored by my best friend isn't helping but she's in the same boat I am. I just can't take it anymore. I want it to be over with. I don't even know where to start to get help.

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:45 PM   #8
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I don't have a plan because I know I can't kill myself. I'm not lucky enough to have enough balls to put myself out of this pain. I want to see one. I want this to be over with. For the last 3 years this is all ive dealt with. And its really starting to show. Putting on that fake smile keeps getting harder and harder. Im just loosing it. And being ignored by my best friend isn't helping but she's in the same boat I am. I just can't take it anymore. I want it to be over with. I don't even know where to start to get help.
well depending how old you are/where you are, you may need your parent to make an appointment for you. if you are still in school, they got resources of where you can go. look up local counselors and stuff online

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:49 PM   #9
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well depending how old you are/where you are, you may need your parent to make an appointment for you. if you are still in school, they got resources of where you can go. look up local counselors and stuff online
I already kind of talked about it with my social worker at school made him promise not to turn me into anyone for what I said. I just need some way of making me feel better. The days keep dragging on longer and longer. The pain gets more and more painful as time goes on. I just don't know what to do

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I already kind of talked about it with my social worker at school made him promise not to turn me into anyone for what I said. I just need some way of making me feel better. The days keep dragging on longer and longer. The pain gets more and more painful as time goes on. I just don't know what to do
I am trying to tell you, you need to see a professional who is trained in helping people in your situation

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:52 PM   #11
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I am trying to tell you, you need to see a professional who is trained in helping people in your situation
I know. I just don't know how to get to that....without my parents knowing preferably. My dads convinced depression is just an excuse to get attention and be lazy and my mom.thinks I'm the happiest person alive

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:54 PM   #12
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I know. I just don't know how to get to that....without my parents knowing preferably. My dads convinced depression is just an excuse to get attention and be lazy and my mom.thinks I'm the happiest person alive
well gently explain to your mother you need help. or have the social worker at school help you explain it to her.

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Old March 25th, 2015, 08:57 PM   #13
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well gently explain to your mother you need help. or have the social worker at school help you explain it to her.
There's no way at all to bypass my parents in all this? I really don't need them involved...

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There's no way at all to bypass my parents in all this? I really don't need them involved...
I guess you could ask your social worker but if you are here in America I am not exactly sure what your options would be as far as not telling your parents

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Old March 25th, 2015, 09:00 PM   #15
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I guess you could ask your social worker but if you are here in America I am not exactly sure what your options would be as far as not telling your parents
I'm here in good old murica....maybe I can drag it out for 3 more months till I turn 18....

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I'm here in good old murica....maybe I can drag it out for 3 more months till I turn 18....
still if you need help you need to get it sooner rather than later

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Old March 25th, 2015, 09:07 PM   #17
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still if you need help you need to get it sooner rather than later
I know. I'm going to talk to my social worker about it tomorrow. Just a little off topic but remember how in my other thread in relationships I was worried about that girl and how not talking to her got me down? Could that have possibly been a mask to try to explain the depression that I have no explanation for now? Because I made her the happiest girl in the world but I still feel down like this although I should be happy

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I know. I'm going to talk to my social worker about it tomorrow. Just a little off topic but remember how in my other thread in relationships I was worried about that girl and how not talking to her got me down? Could that have possibly been a mask to try to explain the depression that I have no explanation for now? Because I made her the happiest girl in the world but I still feel down like this although I should be happy
it very possibly could be. and good for you about deciding to talk to your social worker. like I said, get help sooner rather than later

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Old March 25th, 2015, 09:11 PM   #19
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it very possibly could be. and good for you about deciding to talk to your social worker. like I said, get help sooner rather than later
Well it will work out as long as my parents don't get involved. I'm leaving everyone out this one. I've put all my problems on people in.my life but I'm finding.out its not them.anymore.

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Old March 25th, 2015, 09:13 PM   #20
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Well it will work out as long as my parents don't get involved. I'm leaving everyone out this one. I've put all my problems on people in.my life but I'm finding.out its not them.anymore.
all Im saying is because you are not 18 yet they may have to know, but you will know more tomorrow

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