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Old September 25th, 2014, 09:39 PM   #1
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so maybe no one cares but well im lost i dont know what to do my ed is the only thing that can distract me from everything else and i try to eat but i feel sick or binge then get mad at myself and well right now i just feel ike it doesnt matter if i dont eat it feels like no one cares anyway ive lost 2 pounds in the last two weeks and i want despertly to loose more to the point of even taking meds to lose weight im supposed to get my labs done soon to make sure that i have the nutrtion i need and im scared that my grandma will be mad at me when she finds out i lost weight no one knows that ive been sneaking the meds and im not willing to tell anyone but i feel like im braking i just want to be done this is to hard

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Old September 25th, 2014, 11:39 PM   #2
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Jordan, I don't know your background or what's going on exactly, but if it's an ed you're dealing with, I've been there, done that. ): It's not fun, I know.

I'm sure everyone just wants the best for you, they do care for you, they want you to get better... you just can't see how much watching you suffer is hurting them.

If you ever want to talk or just vent it out, I'd be willing to listen.
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Old September 26th, 2014, 08:10 AM   #3
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Jordan, I don't know your background or what's going on exactly, but if it's an ed you're dealing with, I've been there, done that. ): It's not fun, I know.

I'm sure everyone just wants the best for you, they do care for you, they want you to get better... you just can't see how much watching you suffer is hurting them.

If you ever want to talk or just vent it out, I'd be willing to listen.
but they dont pay attention no one except my two best friends and my councelars know

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Old September 26th, 2014, 01:04 PM   #4
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but they dont pay attention no one except my two best friends and my councelars know
Oh, I see, that must be super tough.

So no one other than your friends and counselors understand that you have an actual problem? And others that don't know think that you're doing this intentionally?
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Old September 26th, 2014, 05:06 PM   #5
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Oh, I see, that must be super tough.

So no one other than your friends and counselors understand that you have an actual problem? And others that don't know think that you're doing this intentionally?
nope they dont notice

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Old September 27th, 2014, 11:08 PM   #6
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Well. i dont know how to help with this. but ill do my best.

I haven't had an eating disorder. but i know it isnt healthy.

i know that it isnt your fault. but i dont know how to help you.

what i can say is that losing weight is really the worse thing you can do to your body and it is hard to gain it back fast.

and i really have no idea what to say. and i dont want to fuck this up.

but please try to talk to your counsellors and try to get help for this eating disorder.

you are a very important person, VERY.
and id hate to know that you died from lack of eating.

i care about you.
but i cant help as much as id like to. if you want to talk about it i will listen to you.

I wish i could do more.

please realise that eating is important. and you need to eat.

the reason food exists is for human survival.

please speak to your counsellor in a very serious manner, and say you are worried about your health. and so are many other people. but you cant control it and you feel that some people dont care to help you.

it is the only thing i can say.

im sorry. i hope this made sense and i didnt come across as stupid.

best wishes and ill always support you.

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Old October 7th, 2014, 10:47 PM   #7
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people do care more then you know gotta hang in there don't let the ed win
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