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Old May 12th, 2014, 08:50 AM   #1
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Hey everyone... I have noticed that when I am around and angry, shadows start moving and this morning I came out with it. My mom is now making me see a pastor, making me go to Sunday school (I'm an agnostic) and he's blessing me and the house. I don't get it, I've been seeing things and hearing voices and stuff all my life, now she's acting up? And what's with these shadow stuff? I know I'm not insane, cuz my sisters the same with seeing things, and other people see the shadows too. What should I do?? I don't know what to do anymore...

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Old May 12th, 2014, 09:34 AM   #2
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Do you see them directly or out of the corner of your eyes? Also is it only during the day?
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Old May 12th, 2014, 10:01 AM   #3
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Do you see them directly or out of the corner of your eyes? Also is it only during the day?
I've watched them directly, and sometimes just a flash from the border of my eyesight. Its during night mostly, but its happened in the day.

Also, I can't see now, I'm relaxed and calm, but they happen a lot when I'm stressed. I think they move more when I'm emotional or stressed.

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Old May 12th, 2014, 10:28 AM   #4
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I've watched them directly, and sometimes just a flash from the border of my eyesight. Its during night mostly, but its happened in the day.

Also, I can't see now, I'm relaxed and calm, but they happen a lot when I'm stressed. I think they move more when I'm emotional or stressed.
i have funny stuff happen with my vision and perception at times when stressed and upset and stuff. i think you can see stuff like that without it being serious mental illness like schizophrenia. sounds like something a doctor would call a stressed induced hallucination or something like that. religious people will often jump to the conclusion you're seeing demons or whatever. so are you talking about shadows already there that move or get longer?
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Old May 12th, 2014, 10:52 AM   #5
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i have funny stuff happen with my vision and perception at times when stressed and upset and stuff. i think you can see stuff like that without it being serious mental illness like schizophrenia. sounds like something a doctor would call a stressed induced hallucination or something like that. religious people will often jump to the conclusion you're seeing demons or whatever. so are you talking about shadows already there that move or get longer?
Yes. Mostly. This morning, in bed, I watched one move in some misty thingy from the corner bottom to the ceiling of my room. I know about the human blind spot in the eye, and I know these stress stuff, but they sometimes dance even when I'm not stressed. I've seen one escape through a window in my room at the hostel, I was totally relaxed and on VT. I seriously need some help, I do not look forward in any way to this pastor.

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Old May 12th, 2014, 11:50 AM   #6
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Had it been during the day my answer would have been hallucinations but you should still see a doc about it.
I'm guessing what you have seen at night are wisps of white which might pass by too swiftly too be identifiable as any shape?
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Yes. Mostly. This morning, in bed, I watched one move in some misty thingy from the corner bottom to the ceiling of my room. I know about the human blind spot in the eye, and I know these stress stuff, but they sometimes dance even when I'm not stressed. I've seen one escape through a window in my room at the hostel, I was totally relaxed and on VT. I seriously need some help, I do not look forward in any way to this pastor.
well maybe hopefully he's sensible and not some hocus pocus guy. what kind of help do you feel like you do need?
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Old May 12th, 2014, 12:02 PM   #8
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I dunno!!!! I hate not knowing!!! And these aren't hallucinations. Other people see it too. It was another guy I know that first told me about these "creepy shadows that move when you're angry."

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Old May 12th, 2014, 12:09 PM   #9
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I dunno!!!! I hate not knowing!!! And these aren't hallucinations. Other people see it too. It was another guy I know that first told me about these "creepy shadows that move when you're angry."
idk about when i'm angry but yes they aren't hallucinations at least.
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Old May 12th, 2014, 12:16 PM   #10
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Yeah. I spy a small tentacle of black in the coner of my wardrobe...

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Old May 12th, 2014, 12:49 PM   #11
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Yeah. I spy a small tentacle of black in the coner of my wardrobe...
If that was a joke it was not appreciable.
I've seen one only once in daylight and it appeared inky, humanoid back then. Apart from then they've just been misty and wisp-like mostly and not quite malicious.
I'm not paranoid but I believe they are real.
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Old May 12th, 2014, 12:56 PM   #12
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I saw a humanoid (vaguely, it had like ten arms) thing yesterday night, that was what scared me into posting this thread and telling my mom. It was faster than lightning, and I jumped (or walked) right over the swimming pool. Moments later, something tapped against my window with a rhythm, like a hand. Pam, parampam.

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That's far creepier than anything I've seen. I suggest you to stop thinking about them completely for some time even the i'll not think about this. Just blank them out from your mind as if they never existed.
By that I don't mean to suggest it is a mental problem. Its something that worked for me. Wish you luck.
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Old May 12th, 2014, 01:36 PM   #14
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I know!!! I'm scared...I think this is like a movie... I think I can control the shadows if I focus really hard and put my heart (and sanity) into it. That would be amazing. I'll be a superhero!!! Or just some weird guy with weird talents... But how do I block it from my kind?

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I know about the superhero thing. I tried too but it won't work. They're not subservient rather independent.
Stop focussing on them and i know its hard but you'll have to try to forget about them completely.
I g2g right now(its night out here) but i'll get back to you with something helpful.
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Thanks. I appreciate it a lot. But I'll focus some more later, then.

Its night here, too!

I can't forget stuff. That's my problem. My memory is near-perfect.

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I get that too, voices shadow people smells etc but I do have schizophrenia, so they tell me that's why I see things like that, but how would they know, they cant prove wot im seeing isn't real can they because I know they are, anyway, if u see these things when ur mostly stressed or something then it might not be wot I have but u should tell someone even just to know can help u, not easy trying to tell people wot goes on in ur head though.
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I get that too, voices shadow people smells etc but I do have schizophrenia, so they tell me that's why I see things like that, but how would they know, they cant prove wot im seeing isn't real can they because I know they are, anyway, if u see these things when ur mostly stressed or something then it might not be wot I have but u should tell someone even just to know can help u, not easy trying to tell people wot goes on in ur head though.
I know. People have actually told me nd asked me why the shade moves towards me when I'm angry. I only noticed cuz they told me. Apparently, they don't understand that I can see dead people and hear disembodied voices. People have told me I'm talented in "ways no-one could comprehend". Now I figur out they respond to emotion. They also move faster and slower, depending in the power of the emotion. They can't prove us wrong. I've told my mom this morning. Tomorrow (I don't want to. I thinks its kinda drastic.) I'm getting blessed by a pastor, along with the house. I see dead people on a regular basis,now that I showed them one, they all freak out! I asked one to make itself visible. It came as a ten-armed, eight-feet-tall humanoid. Now I see these things regularly. I've finally found iut what gave me my paranoia about something that's constantly watching me. I go insane when I'm at my worst state of anger. My eyes turn white, I get a vicious glare in them, and I beat up people of seventeen so bad, they have to go to the hospital to complain that a white-eyed boy broke three ribs and an arm. Now they want me at THE HOSTEL!!! The one place I hate more than my thoughts!!

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Old May 12th, 2014, 05:52 PM   #19
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Can I ask what denomination the church is?

Btw, I'm agnostic too.


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You need a psychiatrist, not a pastor. While it may be nothing, seeing things that aren't there is a serious symptom, and should be investigated by a qualified physician. No one here can tell you what, if anything is wrong, but it is better to get it checked out sooner rather than later. If it turns out to be nothing, you'll be able to relax about it, and if it turns out to be serious, the doctor will be able to help you.

If you want to see a pastor, go ahead. As an atheist, I don't think it'll do anything, but go ahead if you want to, or if you don't want to offend your mother. However, don't let it interfere with getting medical treatment. Pastors are not experts in practicing medicine, and they won't be able to give you the care you need.

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