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Old February 24th, 2018, 09:18 PM   #1
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Unhappy Hallucinations and Anxiety

Lately I haven't been well. I've been talking to Simon and his group a lot. There are about twenty of them. The ground randomly starts shaking a lot. And the ceiling tends to start to melt into the ground. They have been making bad things happen to me a lot lately. They have also been pinching me when I say or do something they don't want me to. I'm getting really annoyed. My worlds have been colliding into one. Everything feels so fake. I have no idea how to deal with it. It feels like one big dream. Or nightmare depending on the day. They've trapped me in a dungeon and are pretending to be someone I care about. Let's call him Bob. Bob is an entity that I fell in love with. They've been torturing me while pretending to be him. I've been feeling this way since I was around 3 or 4 years old. Its gotten bad to the point where I stopped eating because I was convinced I had cancer. I've been seeing ghosts, entities, demons, and fairies since I was a baby. They tell me I'm a psychic. I've also jumped off of my stairs because I'm a fairy and I can fly.

I've also been having a hard time paying attention and being out in public. I have really bad anxiety. Because of my anxiety I tend to not be able to stay out in public for long because a lot of things trigger me. I end up in the bathroom feeling sick to my stomach because of this. Because of this I go to a school where I only have to go two days a week for about two hours each day. I can't even think right anymore because everything feels so fake and because of my anxiety. All of my friends have plans for when they leave high school and I have no idea what to do. I can't even leave my house most of the time. What should I do? I see a psychiatrist and a therapist but we are all at cross roads because I'm med resistant. We were thinking of trying more experimental therapies like equestrian and stuff.
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Old February 26th, 2018, 07:45 PM   #2
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Default Re: Hallucinations and Anxiety

Not sure who Simon is and everyone else your talking about bit....
Maybe a little less drugs and a little more reality???

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