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Old August 5th, 2009, 01:29 PM   #261
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i basicaly started cutting when my life went spiraling down
i had always had thoughts about harming myself
i eventually found out that a dear friend of mine was a serious cutter and i loved her and didn't want to either lose her or see her go
and thats when i started. and i did it so often and i nevere told anyone
finally she( my best friend found out) and said i was copying her and i simply had to explain to her that i haven't. but since my trip to the psyche ward i have stayed strong. seeing the way she still is. she is a serious self harmer and im scared of losing her for good. so instead if im having a downer day and feel like cutting i just write out stuff on how i'm feeling and focuz on getting everything down on the paper. i have some good scars ans everytime i look at them i think wow what was i thinking, theres gotta be another way around this. i feel so guilty i wear longer like capri pants and sweaters because i hate whenever people point them out. it will just take some time getting used to i guess.
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Old August 6th, 2009, 09:35 PM   #262
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Hi, I know i'm a newbie here, and ive never actually "cut" myself, but Ive helped one of my closest freinds through and if anyone else wants any help or just to talk feel free!
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Old August 12th, 2009, 07:48 PM   #263
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Hi I don't know what I'm doing or how this works I just got told to come on. I think I'm in trouble. I just feel alone all the time and feel heavy and tired, I eat but rarely and hve recently fainted in class coz of "lack of iron in the blood". I can't put into words how I feel. Turmoiled? I couldn't take it anymore an tried slitting my wrists but I could t even do that right! I just feel so angry at myself as now I'm on "watch" and have to see a psycologist as it's hospital policy. I don't know what the deal is with the people on here if they just throw around ideas or if I could actually talk to someone?
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Old August 12th, 2009, 07:52 PM   #264
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Hey, feel free to talk to people, as i said b4 i'm still new, but from what i gather most people are happy to talk here, PM is probably the best way to get intouch with someone, but if u want just have a look at other posts, or start ur own!
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Old August 13th, 2009, 07:20 PM   #265
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Pm is the best way to get in touch with any member. Everyone on here is very welcoming and caring. We all try and do our best to help those that ask for it. We do everything in our power to help, but at the end of the day it is only advice and is up to you to follow. But I know for me personally, that I have been helped by many people here.


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Old August 14th, 2009, 08:02 AM   #266
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I hate this
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Old August 14th, 2009, 01:18 PM   #267
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I know you do, and please remember I am always here for you. You can beat this. Trust me.


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Old August 15th, 2009, 07:07 AM   #268
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Morgan, I'm scared...
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Old August 15th, 2009, 07:14 AM   #269
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I know. But you'll be fine. We can beat this together. Although I need to go for the moment, text me if you want. Keep strong. You can beat this.


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Old August 16th, 2009, 03:34 AM   #270
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i tried it once i went to the hospital tip: do not cut wrist ok lol dont like it

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Old August 16th, 2009, 08:21 PM   #271
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I dunno... To me cutting seems like a way out? Seldom do we have sane thoughts while cutting but it's another way to cope. It's a sad thing with many troubles and hardships but at the same time it defines you (however good or bad that may be). The scars are a reminder of that specific hill we had to climb.

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Old August 20th, 2009, 02:33 AM   #272
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It was in seventh grade.I was constantly confused,and depressed. It made me feel so much better!I loved it,and I still do.
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Old September 6th, 2009, 04:22 AM   #273
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I wish I could say that seriously fucked up things were what led me to justify cutting myself (well, no I don't, not really I guess), but I would at least feel less pathetic if it hadn't been over a boy.

Well, over a man, really, he was a bit older than I. We left on good terms, I don't hate the guy . . . much. He was a good man, but I was all but in love with him and he left and a few weeks later there he was scouting out another girl.

I was doing pretty well after he left, but then the thoughts of him spending time with the other girl. Being intimate with his other girl. Being happy with his other girl. Well, you can see how this would lead to less than pleasant thoughts.

I was 20 when I cut for the first time. 20 years old when I finally faced a challenge I simply could not handle. All because I'm to pathetic to handle being dumped.
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Old September 6th, 2009, 06:09 AM   #274
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Cutting over a boy doesn't make you pathetic. You are never pathetic. Just a little confused. Unsure of how to cope. Being dumped is horrible, but it doesn't make you pathetic.

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Old September 7th, 2009, 02:16 PM   #275
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First time I cut myself was like two years ago, in 6th grade.
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Old September 11th, 2009, 12:57 PM   #276
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I can't remember when I first started cutting but I know that my behavious wasn't really normal and it's taken me up until recently to actually realise that. I started like biting when I was a very small child and I guess that just progressed to more and eventually cutting....
Has anyone here tryed stopping?
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Old September 11th, 2009, 04:25 PM   #277
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Most of us have tried/are trying


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Old September 11th, 2009, 05:00 PM   #278
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all in it together lols how're peeps anyhoo? x
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Old September 18th, 2009, 09:03 PM   #279
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I started cutting myself in 8th grade just for no reason. I just wanted to see what it felt like. To experiment it. It felt good, because i couldn't feel it. i cut myself with a razor in the shower. Then I got so depressed because I got in trouble for hanging out with a girl and then everyone shunned me. Then I started really cutting myself. I haven't done it in a while, but it feels weird not to. Maybe a few months I haven't.
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Old September 24th, 2009, 04:51 PM   #280
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That's really good going well done x
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