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Old March 7th, 2013, 09:04 AM   #21
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I was reminded last night why I dislike certain personality types so much.

Ugh, someone please shoot me if I get to be like that.

Be yourself, not some crapass stereotype.
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Old March 7th, 2013, 10:10 AM   #22
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Mom is picking me up early so I can try for my license!

Now I'm going to be nervous for a few hours.
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Old March 7th, 2013, 07:26 PM   #23
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Yes, I got my license on my first try

My friends are hating me for it. I don't care.
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Old March 8th, 2013, 10:15 PM   #24
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I feel like I'm at a solo bachelorette party.

Weird.
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Old March 9th, 2013, 02:20 PM   #25
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This is a LOT to take in at one time.
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Old March 10th, 2013, 03:45 PM   #26
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I normally love my weekends, but this is the longest one....ever. I am here, there, and everywhere and not getting enough sleep.
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Old March 10th, 2013, 09:29 PM   #27
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I'm thinking of dyeing my hair a darker color. Dark brown? Auburn? Black?
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Old March 12th, 2013, 11:48 PM   #28
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It is very overwhelming, but things are getting a lot easier very quickly. The support is amazing. I enter feeling like an idiot, and I leave feeling....well, like I am going to be ok.
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Old March 15th, 2013, 09:04 PM   #29
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I'm back to jogging at least a mile everyday, along with some moderate stretching. I can't let myself get too lazy!

I hope I sleep all night tonight. I haven't been recently. I don't know what's causing it. I will sleep for two or three hours, then be awake for an hour or two before I sleep again. Sometimes I wake up 2-3 times a night. I don't think I'm stressing too bad (yet).
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Old March 19th, 2013, 08:45 AM   #30
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I slept all night for the first time in a few weeks. Hopefully that's a good sign. I was starting to think I should ask to go to the doctor.

I've pretty much decided to do my hair this weekend. I want to go darker. The blond is old, and I don't really like the natural. Yeah, I just admitted that...if it wasn't obvious.
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Old March 19th, 2013, 10:37 PM   #31
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I'm trying to fit in, and I know mistakes are inevitable. I cried earlier tonight, because for a few seconds I acted totally out of character. I was frustrated. I feel guilty about it.

I wrote a lot tonight. Honestly, my creative writing teacher is not going to know what to think or how to grade this. It's going to be a whole lot more than I thought. So much that I actually have to map it out.

I'm hoping I will sleep all night again. I probably won't. I can't help but think too much, and I'll probably cry again.
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Old March 24th, 2013, 11:16 AM   #32
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Today is just....weird.

I slept in today, and slept all night. Close to 9am is really late for me, even if I fall asleep at 2 in the morning.

I am also going out with him again this afternoon. I swear, I am a sucker. I feel like both of us are going to get our feelings hurt and for different reasons. This is just another opportunity for me to tell him no. I love his company, but I don't want a boyfriend. I don't want to use him for company and maybe other things - I'll end up being terrible for that. And I don't want to be rejected for being so forward about it
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Old March 28th, 2013, 04:20 AM   #33
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I'm trying to see how long I can go in my Song of the Day thread without repeating an artist. I know I've already repeated different incarnations (No Doubt/Gwen, The Police/Sting, Extreme/Dramagods). It's easy and difficult at the same time. I'm also thinking about doing theme weeks for that (80s, 90s, Disney, maybe even one for my mom or brother). I'll probably decide sometime in the next few days.
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Old April 1st, 2013, 03:53 AM   #34
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Insomnia again. I don't know why. No stress, no worries. At least I don't have school to deal with this week.

Still single, and looking to keep it that way. The guy I was dating up until Saturday just didn't understand that. I told him I couldn't see him anymore. He was pressuring me, and just wouldn't let it go. I am not obligating myself to anyone - especially when I know there would be a probable endpoint to any relationship (coming up on my senior year). I don't mind dating. I am just not answering to anyone.
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Old April 2nd, 2013, 06:51 PM   #35
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I finally got my hair done today, and went dark with it. I love it. It came out a lot better than I thought it was going to be. Sending pics out to people is funny....the reactions.
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Old April 3rd, 2013, 01:07 PM   #36
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Words of the day - spam, Bacreamator, disarray, uncertainty....and dammit, putting my foot down.
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Old April 7th, 2013, 09:33 PM   #37
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Who knew that getting my Mom to pick seven songs to use as a theme week on my SOTD thread would be such a hassle? All I asked her to do was choose songs on her iPod ( I told her it was for my "blog" ) that she liked and that I was trying to go as long as I could without technically repeating artists.

Well, she had to do the list three times...even after I told her the names I had used. The second list had no repeats, but the sixth song I told her that I was refusing to do. She argued that I said it was her choice, and yeah...I made her pick another song by the same artist.

Because I am NOT putting My Humps in my diary. No. Never. Ever. I don't even know why my late 40s mother has twenty-three Black Eyed Peas songs, and I only have four. Uhhhh....yeah.
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Old April 10th, 2013, 12:01 PM   #38
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It's only Wednesday. I wish it was Friday.

I feel surprisingly good today for only getting about 4-5 hours of sleep, total last night. I guess it's becoming the normal more than the exception.
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Old April 12th, 2013, 07:21 AM   #39
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I actually slept for more than six hours last night. Uninterrupted.

Hallelujah.

It's also Friday. Today might be a good day.
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Old April 17th, 2013, 01:31 AM   #40
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Back to the middle of the night again. I feel awful. I hate this time of year. I would rather it be fall than spring.
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