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Old February 9th, 2013, 12:13 PM   #1
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I have my own diary! I want to scream "DAHHH-RY! DAHHH-RY!" but I'm afraid my mom will yell at me to take some Immodium.

Yeah, what a way to start this...
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Old February 9th, 2013, 04:40 PM   #2
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My allergies are acting up. Blah. I may not get off my bed the rest of the day.
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Old February 9th, 2013, 09:01 PM   #3
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Is it just me, or are Lose Yourself and Til I Collapse basically both the same song??
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Old February 10th, 2013, 01:42 PM   #4
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I want nachos. With lots of cheese.
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Old February 10th, 2013, 06:46 PM   #5
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I love you, Zyrtec. I love you so much.
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Old February 11th, 2013, 10:17 PM   #6
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I'd follow hockey or baseball if there was a top league team in the state. I'm not supporting any Texas teams, though
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Old February 12th, 2013, 04:21 AM   #7
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I can't sleep, but you made me smile tonight. Love the choice.
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Old February 13th, 2013, 10:24 PM   #8
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I'm cranky, and have a low tolerance tonight, evidently.
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Old February 15th, 2013, 12:23 PM   #9
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I must focus on my game tonight. We should win but anything can happen. I don't want to screw up and be a reason we aren't playing anymore.

I agreed to a date tomorrow night - mostly because the guy had the guts to ask, which is pretty uncharacteristic of what I know of him. I made it clear that I wasn't getting in another relationship, though. I don't mind dating once in a while.
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Old February 16th, 2013, 09:33 PM   #10
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My date went better than I thought it would...which is both good and bad. I'm really surprised how much I enjoyed his company. I hate to let this guy down.
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Old February 17th, 2013, 12:14 PM   #11
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Tomorrow is suddenly one of the most important days of my entire life. I can't stop hyperventilating....I don't want to talk about it too much (yet) and jinx it!
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Old February 18th, 2013, 05:24 PM   #12
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I can't breathe - so excited!!! I did better than I thought I would, and heard some really good words.

Ugh, I don't want to get my hopes up too high...but I really hope I hear something. He did ask for my grade records so far, though. Today was my first interest out of anyone. If it's the last then I know I was at least able to attract someone's attention.

Back to filling out online apps.
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Old February 19th, 2013, 05:19 PM   #13
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What the hell is going on here? I'm not complaining, but I didn't expect a second contact...let alone a different one. I feel weird.
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Old February 20th, 2013, 10:34 PM   #14
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Nothing like getting the third degree from my teammates...twice over
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Old February 21st, 2013, 10:13 PM   #15
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...and we're moving on. That one was rough I landed on my back pretty hard tonight. I'm going to be sore as hell in the morning.
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Old February 24th, 2013, 12:40 AM   #16
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As much as I like him, and he is great - it's still not going to be a romantic relationship. I will sleep on it, but I doubt it will change. I need to focus on other things. Dating - yes. Boyfriend - no.
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Old February 25th, 2013, 10:31 AM   #17
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Just set up a sit-down meeting with my coach today between the end of school and practice. Need to figure out/have explained to me what's expected from each of us now that I've had a few contacts with colleges. I don't know what she is actually able to do or say with or without my permission. It's all a jumbled mess for me right now. I figure that I need to get this all straightened out before I'm actually a senior next year, and I don't have all the time in the world.
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Old February 28th, 2013, 11:08 PM   #18
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Sometimes the little accomplishments are the baby steps that you need to build confidence.

I just met a small goal I set for myself. Silly enough, but it was enough to cheer me up for a second.

The bad stuff - still with the allergies, was better though. Hopefully I can shake it by the end of the week. Running around this afternoon helped. The actual game, ugh.

My high school season ended tonight in the playoffs. In overtime. I cried on the bus. Not from losing the game, but from the finality of it.
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Old March 4th, 2013, 07:40 PM   #19
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It's weird for me to be experiencing the feelings that I am right now. It's all a very different dynamic. Difficult for me to understand, let alone put into words. Maybe one day I will figure this out.

Why is it that the ones you don't even look for are the hardest to comprehend?
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Old March 4th, 2013, 10:06 PM   #20
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Disappointment.

*sigh*
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