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Old May 29th, 2005, 01:15 AM   #1
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Someday you will find me,
Dead, alone, lying in a puddle of crimson red,
The one thing which kept me alive and put me to rest,
You will find a note upon my chest
A note, which will kill me once, but will kill others time and time again
Here is that note
A note which brings the worst of news
The same note, which lies upon my chest, is the same note, which will kill me just that once
I leave you with this… the meaning of life
The meaning of life is this, one thing…
I lost that one thing, that one thing, my friend… is happiness.

-Please e-mail me at [email protected] or IM me on MyCruelestDream and tell me what you think

You said I wanted attention,
You could never understand,
Spend one day in my shoes
And we’ll just see how bad you lose,
Watch myself die, as I look you in the eye
All just before you say “Good bye”,
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-Paul, 15 y/o
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Old May 29th, 2005, 05:44 AM   #2
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i think you need totalk to someone professionally,
and that if you're intending suicide,
you should rethink about all yur options
it isnt the best way forward

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Old May 29th, 2005, 08:40 AM   #3
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I'm not sure if you want us to comment on what you wrote, or how you wrote it. I'm commenting on what you wrote because its way more serious then format and all that other crap.

"A note, which will kill me once, but will kill others time and time again"
You obviously know how seriously it will affect everyone else. It doesn't go away. It's not something that a week after they will just be able to go on with their daily lives. It will stick with them for the rest of their life. They will think about it so much, they'll think about what they could have done, they'll look at past actions and see if thats what led you to it, they'll take the blame somehow. My would-have-been-grandmother killed herself, my mother still 27 years later, hurt by this. She still believes that she could have done something, she still believes that it's her fault about her mother's death. Please, don't think I'm trying to lecture you or anything, that's not my intentions.

I agree with what Mute said, if you are serious about suicide, go out and seek help before it's too late. You CAN feel better, there is a normal life out there, a happy life where there aern't any suicidal thoughts lurking in every corner.

Take Care.

--Sorry, again, this isn't meant to be a lecture, just what I think about it.



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Old May 29th, 2005, 10:55 AM   #4
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I agree with the two. My Grandpa killed himself because he couldn't take the pressure of his life anymore or thats what my mom said. but he also was an alchoholic and not a day goes by where i don't think of him and what i could have done to save him. your going to hurt all of your family and friends if you do this and u know that. Seek help it will help you!

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Old May 29th, 2005, 05:36 PM   #5
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It was a note i wrote a while ago.. not to be used anymore. just a poem that reminds me.

You said I wanted attention,
You could never understand,
Spend one day in my shoes
And we’ll just see how bad you lose,
Watch myself die, as I look you in the eye
All just before you say “Good bye”,
***
-Paul, 15 y/o
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Old May 29th, 2005, 06:19 PM   #6
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oh few i thought we were going to lose sombody in the world
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Old May 29th, 2005, 07:12 PM   #7
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yea thats what i thought too! But good to know that ur not doing anything that severe

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