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Old September 3rd, 2018, 11:27 PM   #1
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Default Long time no see, I'm back and more depressed.

It's been a while since I've been on virtual teen. I thought my life was going good and everything was getting better, but depression and anxiety pulled me back into my rut. Life was going good, I was happy... I was going to work and school and managing to have a good social life, but for some reason it all went wrong. Depression once again took control, I started calling off days of work, I stopped hanging out with friends, I got behind in my studies... all I want to do is be in bed in the dark alone. I hate myself because I have no reason to be sad I have a good family, I have good friends (i think), my life is looking good but for some reason I always feel like I'm doing bad or I'm a disappointment and i'll grow up and be alone and have nothing.

Recently I've started drinking, when I drink I either be really happy or I get so sad and depressed that my friends stay up until I sleep because they are scared I'm going to kill myself. I know I shouldn't be drinking but i've been getting drunk every other night for months, most of the times alone.

I'm going to be honest, I'm really getting sick of being sad. I've been sad ever since I hit high school and it's only gotten worse. I cry most days and I've never really though about suicide until recently. The sadness has taken such a toll on me. so many missed opportunities, so many days I just stay in bed, so many nights I feel alone, so many days I miss school or work, so many times I stay up to 5 am because I can't sleep worrying about everything, so many friends that have left me when I thought they cared. I'm really just done with everything.

I don't expect a response, I just post to vent and to wish that it made everything better.
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Old September 17th, 2018, 10:26 AM   #2
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Default Re: Long time no see, I'm back and more depressed.

Hey there Ky.

I know its been two weeks since you posted this but i think its really important and brilliant that you're reaching out and talking about this stuff.

You aren't online and its okay to want to cry all day every day.

Its important you need to keep talking about it and let people know. Once you start talking, it gets easier and easier.

Check your private messages and we can have a chat.

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Old September 20th, 2018, 01:43 PM   #3
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Default Re: Long time no see, I'm back and more depressed.

I think you really need professional help and soon. Stop the alcohol and see your doctor soon.

I am gay and happy with that.
I love talking to people very open & willing to listen.
I am also glad to try help with questions or problems.
Hit me up for anything. I promise I don't bite.
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