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Old July 12th, 2007, 10:28 AM   #241
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I'm sorry sweetie

Try to stay strong- today's a new day. Look on it as another chance to start over. What's done is done, and we can't change that. What we can control is how we live today, and you've got lots of willing friends to help you here
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Old July 12th, 2007, 12:26 PM   #242
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Thanks Val, sadly your confidence is a luxury of those looking from the outside in.
I am really trying to prevent it from happening again. But at the moment I have just got so much weighing down on me.


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Old July 12th, 2007, 01:33 PM   #243
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sadly your confidence is a luxury of those looking from the outside in.
I know. But I, and I know I speak for a lot of people on here, am here for you for moral support Hang in there, girl.
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Old July 18th, 2007, 06:02 AM   #244
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12-13 cuts
Right arm
Medium :/
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Old July 18th, 2007, 06:08 AM   #245
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I am sorry to hear you are feeling bad atm angelina, do you want to talk about it?


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Old July 26th, 2007, 05:44 PM   #246
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I hate myself... I stumble for the first time in a month, and the knife slips, and the blood won't stop... At least I've kept off my arms this time... but my stomach and chest look like I've been mauled and the flowing blood won't stop.. Taken some blood clotters, but no difference yet.. the pain and the blood feel good though. BUt I won't go to hospital. if I've gone to far, then so be it. and I think I have. blood's slowing.. God I look a wreck. Why do I do this? it helps nothing. nothing at all. I am nothing worth looking at. And the urges are back already? what the hell. I just did it, and they're back already? no. I won't. fuck you. fuck you. get the fuck out of my head, shut up, no, no, no... back off. I won't, I promised him! no! fuck off! leave me alone, and shut the fuck up! please, please... shut up I'm begging you, be quiet.. let me have some peace. And the blood has stopped. I feel weak.

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Old July 26th, 2007, 06:07 PM   #247
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Alex, don't beat yourself up! You went that long without it. You accomplished something, and even if it seemed like you "failed", remember that you made it this far without cutting.
Talk to someone who you know won't beat you up for it...
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Old July 29th, 2007, 10:59 AM   #248
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I want to so bad and it's stupid because there isn't anything going on.

I just want to feel it. I want to feel something.

I don't understand why I'm like this, I haven't cut in what feels like forever, and I'm happy, atleast I think so. Everthings going alright, but I want to slice that razor clean through my arm. I want to. I feel like I need to, and I feel like it needs to be deep, like the other one.

I'm sorry, I just don't understand.



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Old July 29th, 2007, 11:02 AM   #249
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*hugs Heather*

I'm sorry to hear you are struggling right now. The urges will stay with us (in varying degrees) for the rest of our lives. We just have to try to stay strong. Can you try to occupy yourself with something?


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Old July 29th, 2007, 11:04 AM   #250
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Can you try to occupy yourself with something?
That's why I am here.



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Old July 29th, 2007, 11:08 AM   #251
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Ok, my inbox is always open if you want to chat x


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Old September 6th, 2007, 01:52 PM   #252
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What happened?




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Old September 6th, 2007, 06:44 PM   #253
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I'm sorry hun
Hang in there.



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Old September 21st, 2007, 06:16 AM   #254
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Please be safe.



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Old September 28th, 2007, 01:10 PM   #255
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Seventeen, arm.
I just fell apart.

So much for my four months.



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Old September 29th, 2007, 05:03 PM   #256
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Hope you are safe now Heather.
Four months is something to be proud of!


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Old November 12th, 2007, 09:03 PM   #257
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Right wrist 2 shallow

Cutting thru all the pain cutting on the aching vein tears rolling down my face cutting deeper falling frm grace
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Old November 12th, 2007, 09:19 PM   #258
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Right arm. 12... I'm gonna die tonight

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you
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Old November 14th, 2007, 10:56 PM   #259
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today

left wrist..2..shallow

and right thigh..2..medium

who knows where tomorrow will take us?
who knows when the day is done?
who knows why the clouds just linger, and hide away the sun? why do we never see destiny? why do we never see truth? why do we only feel our future, when we close our eyes to dream? where will we be tomorrow? where will our dreams surface? where will our pathways finally meet? why can't i just sleep?
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Old November 19th, 2007, 04:14 PM   #260
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left wrist 3 medium..

who knows where tomorrow will take us?
who knows when the day is done?
who knows why the clouds just linger, and hide away the sun? why do we never see destiny? why do we never see truth? why do we only feel our future, when we close our eyes to dream? where will we be tomorrow? where will our dreams surface? where will our pathways finally meet? why can't i just sleep?
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