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Old September 30th, 2018, 12:02 PM   #1
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Hey there , I am a 16 years old boy, this is my first time posting anything here. Just so that you know, Its gonna be some depressed emo shitty guy talking about how horrible life is, so feel free not to bother.

I'll start at the beginning, I was born in Paris, France until I moved to the US 2 years ago. English isn't my first language so please excuse the shitty style and grammar errors. I was introduced to a new language and country and high school, I'm doing okay in my classes, but my parents and the school over stress me about college and life. Because I moved, I lost all my french friends, we chatted on Whats-app for a year but we stopped writing each other and right now I am getting further and further to my best friend, when we used to chat every day and doing Skypes every weeks, we dont chat anymore and we do only one Skype a month. In my high school, I have some 'friends' but these are only people I know and I kill time with, I am fake with them and they are fake with me to. In america, i feel like a fucking, stupid and boring piece of shit, I have no sense of humor : I dont get jokes, I cannot make jokes, I need people to repeat what they said, I cant pronounce things like 'squirrel', which make me look so stupid. I have never been in a relation ship (even my own parent think i'm gay), I told people at school I have, not to look fucking retarded, once again. i'd like to get a girlfriend, but I know I'm a piece of crap and I dont deserve my crushes, so I just stare silently, pretending to look another way. No one at school likes me, proof : no one has ever invited me to do anything (hangout, go to a party or a game). My social life ends at school. To look 'cool', I started skateboarding, but it just makes me look like crap (once again) because I'm trash at it. I still skate because I like it, but I never show up in front of anyone with my skateboard. I play guitar on my own when I feel bad, but same, I wont play in front of anyone because I'll just get nervous and look like a crap. Hopefully, I have some lifesavers : guitar, listening to music, playing video games and computer programming. I feel depressed and lonely and I know it will stay this way because I'm just an empty and boring teenager. I always feel like I wanna die, I want to harm myself, but just like with girls, I'm to much of a fucking coward to try it. Anyway, I just always feel like crap. I know some people say 'look around you, you have an awesome life compare to kids in third world countries', and it makes me feel even worst, like I don't deserve to be depressed. So yeah i just feel lonely wand would want a hug. I'm not sure you can help me, It just felt good to write that, thank you for reading.

PS : I personally think I am ugly and bonny as shit, I cant stand in front of mirror

PPS : I forgot to say that I lost my uncle to suicide a year ago, He was the one who made me like computer science (he was an engineer), It really fucked me up when he killed himself. Also, I just started cutting (5 days after the post)

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Old September 30th, 2018, 12:11 PM   #2
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From France to America? Wow what a terrible downgrade. I am sorry.

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well being so low on yourself isn't going to improve anything.

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@Ouragan welcome to the site. I don't know you, but I know that you're not any of the degrading things you said you are. Your life was just uprooted, and in a place so unfamiliar where you don't know anyone, no one, including yourself, should expect you to adjust immediately. If you're having trouble with English, not talking to people is the worst thing you can do. The more you engage in conversations, the easier it will come to you. There's nothing wrong with apologizing to people ahead of time for errors you make or for not understanding things they say; I'm sure with that knowledge they'll be happy to explain things when needed.

Another thing: I know you're overwhelmed as it is, and I'm not sure how you'd feel about this, but I think it would be wise to consider seeing a therapist. Wanting to harm yourself is serious and not something you want to dismiss. It doesn't matter that you're not acting on your thoughts - I started out being too afraid to do anything, and when I did, my mental state got much worse. If you don't feel comfortable talking to your parents, having a therapist would at least give you someone to open up to until you get more adjusted to your new home.

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I can see it been hard moving to a new country new friends and a new language but you will make new friends always hard leaving old friend behind and it’s not always easy to keep in contact, but you will make new friends and eventually fit in

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Old October 1st, 2018, 07:39 PM   #7
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@Ouragan welcome to the site. I don't know you, but I know that you're not any of the degrading things you said you are. Your life was just uprooted, and in a place so unfamiliar where you don't know anyone, no one, including yourself, should expect you to adjust immediately. If you're having trouble with English, not talking to people is the worst thing you can do. The more you engage in conversations, the easier it will come to you. There's nothing wrong with apologizing to people ahead of time for errors you make or for not understanding things they say; I'm sure with that knowledge they'll be happy to explain things when needed.

Another thing: I know you're overwhelmed as it is, and I'm not sure how you'd feel about this, but I think it would be wise to consider seeing a therapist. Wanting to harm yourself is serious and not something you want to dismiss. It doesn't matter that you're not acting on your thoughts - I started out being too afraid to do anything, and when I did, my mental state got much worse. If you don't feel comfortable talking to your parents, having a therapist would at least give you someone to open up to until you get more adjusted to your new home.

I hope this helps, and I wish you the best and don't hesitate to seek refuge here, there is always someone to listen.
Hi Phoshene , thank you for the support, but people at school (not all but some) make fun of my accent and my ignorance . I sometime have healthy conversations with other people but it would just be casual, talking about what home works and upcoming tests are...

Also, I don't self harm (may be a bit of scratching and pinching, but no cutting or burning), I meant that I wanted to harm myself, but just couldn't , so no need for a therapist !

PS : I've done some fucked up things to attract people's attention, I made racist and anti-Semitic comments and jokes, I pretended to have a crush on a guy and once I acted out not knowing what words such as "cock", "booty", "cum" meant so that I was the center of a good laughter... I regret it all now...

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I would suggest concentrating on guitar or skating or computer programming.

Programming you could always use to develop a future career. Guitar has so much to offer. You can learn so much on the guitar.

Being inauthentic or fake is a terrible thing. People observe enough to figure it out and it is not good for your own self sense of identity. You should be more authentic. And you should act like the version of yourself you want to be in 2-3 years. Practice being kind.

When you have trouble pronouncing english words, do your best attempt and then laugh or giggle it off.

By acting more authentic you might connect with other students you never thought you could connect with.

With your guitar, try to learn scales in all 12 keys if you haven't already.
After you learn major scales, teach yourself minor scales.

Be nice, respectful to people. Compliment girls you talk to about school, Hey i like your dress, is a great compliment to give.
I like how you wore your hair different today. Don't go up and compliment random girls but classmates you associate with.

Talking to people about assignments and tests and lectures is actually so relevant. You want to be on top of that stuff.
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Talk to your teachers. They are adults and can be impressionable especially if you have any good teachers.
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Hi Ouragan, I'm sorry that you're having so much trouble, it's definitely not easy when you are or at least feel you are different. I don't know if this helps, but the kids that make fun of your accent and your lack of knowledge about american culture and stuff are jerks, and it's likely they're jerks to other students as well. Sadly, some people are just like that, the only way they can make themselves feel better is by trying to make someone else feel bad about themselves. Ask any kid that's gay, nerdy, too skinny, too fat, wears glasses, etc. -- they will find some reason to pick on you. Try to focus on the other ones, you say it's mostly casual conversation stuff related to school, but I'm sure some of them would be interested in more of a friendship. They may be as shy or uncomfortable about trying to take that step as you are. I know it sucks, but you might have to take some chances on a few people that you think are okay - maybe see if someone wants to hang out after school, grab a coffee, a movie or anything really.

I hope things get better for you, hit me up if you ever want to chat
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Old October 23rd, 2018, 07:46 AM   #11
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First of all, what can I say about you is that you have just extremely low confidence. Saying short - if you treat yourself as you are a piece of something, then you forever will be a poece of that... If you want the life to start smiling at you, then you are the only one who canake that happen - no doctor, no friend, no parent will help, because it's in your head and no one can fight there but you. If you lose to yourself, you lose to the whole world and that's where to rope or drugs come in. Moving from one country to another? Before you moved, you should have learned the language spoken there and in Europe schools, we do get a nice English language lessons (at least, where I come from). You don't look how you look in the mirror? Change it. It's that simple. Change for yourself, not for anyone. But, again, it's reffering to the first part of this comment... Life is unfair to anyone and it's always about fighting, to find your spot under the light. But it won't just pop from the clear sky into your hands - you HAVE TO do something for it to happen and not to bitch around. As I can see, you are talented - guitare, skate-boarding and computer science. The first two you can develop as your career in a short-run, the second - in long. You say that no one wants to invite you nowhere. No one really likes partying with lousy, silent and quite weird looking kids, especially in the US. CHANGE yourself or forever stay in the dark, unnoticed and, probably, becoming a next school-shooter or suicide boy... Only you have the power to do it, no one is else is going for it... Don't get the jokes? That's understandable, because their mentallity is really different from the Europe's. Should watch movies, their late-night shows etc...
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Hey there , I am a 16 years old boy, this is my first time posting anything here. Just so that you know, Its gonna be some depressed emo shitty guy talking about how horrible life is, so feel free not to bother.

I'll start at the beginning, I was born in Paris, France until I moved to the US 2 years ago. English isn't my first language so please excuse the shitty style and grammar errors. I was introduced to a new language and country and high school, I'm doing okay in my classes, but my parents and the school over stress me about college and life. Because I moved, I lost all my french friends, we chatted on Whats-app for a year but we stopped writing each other and right now I am getting further and further to my best friend, when we used to chat every day and doing Skypes every weeks, we dont chat anymore and we do only one Skype a month. In my high school, I have some 'friends' but these are only people I know and I kill time with, I am fake with them and they are fake with me to. In america, i feel like a fucking, stupid and boring piece of shit, I have no sense of humor : I dont get jokes, I cannot make jokes, I need people to repeat what they said, I cant pronounce things like 'squirrel', which make me look so stupid. I have never been in a relation ship (even my own parent think i'm gay), I told people at school I have, not to look fucking retarded, once again. i'd like to get a girlfriend, but I know I'm a piece of crap and I dont deserve my crushes, so I just stare silently, pretending to look another way. No one at school likes me, proof : no one has ever invited me to do anything (hangout, go to a party or a game). My social life ends at school. To look 'cool', I started skateboarding, but it just makes me look like crap (once again) because I'm trash at it. I still skate because I like it, but I never show up in front of anyone with my skateboard. I play guitar on my own when I feel bad, but same, I wont play in front of anyone because I'll just get nervous and look like a crap. Hopefully, I have some lifesavers : guitar, listening to music, playing video games and computer programming. I feel depressed and lonely and I know it will stay this way because I'm just an empty and boring teenager. I always feel like I wanna die, I want to harm myself, but just like with girls, I'm to much of a fucking coward to try it. Anyway, I just always feel like crap. I know some people say 'look around you, you have an awesome life compare to kids in third world countries', and it makes me feel even worst, like I don't deserve to be depressed. So yeah i just feel lonely wand would want a hug. I'm not sure you can help me, It just felt good to write that, thank you for reading.

PS : I personally think I am ugly and bonny as shit, I cant stand in front of mirror

PPS : I forgot to say that I lost my uncle to suicide a year ago, He was the one who made me like computer science (he was an engineer), It really fucked me up when he killed himself. Also, I just started cutting (5 days after the post)
Hi, I'm Naomi, and I'm sixteen too. First of all, you should try Duolingo, I use it for French and it works wonders. Second of all, you seem to have pretty low self-esteem (which is totally normal, I'm not trying to make you feel bad) but most of this is in your head. Yeah you make think you look weird when you ask someone to repeat something, but trust me you don't look weird. Do what you like, and if that's skateboarding, who cares if you suck, just pretend like no one is watching. I'm really bad at singing, but If I want to sing, no one is going to stop me. Also, if someone comments on your English, just explain that English isn't your first language, and trust me, they will probably understand and if they don't, just walk away, you don't have time for that. You speak 2 languages, that's super cool, so be proud of it. It seems like you aren't comfortable around your friends, so maybe try to find people who you have more in common with. I know it's easier said then done, but just try. Something that helps me, is if I get nervous about doing something or saying something, I'll count to three and just do it, I won't even think twice about it, and so far it has worked great. JUST REMEMBER, you're never as weird or awkward as you think. Being a teenager can be card, but it doesn't have to suck. If you need someone to talk to, just message me or something. I'll try my best to give advice. Good Luck!
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Old October 29th, 2018, 05:03 PM   #13
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Not going to say rubbish stuff like I know how you feeel as I don't.
I have had some tough times but somehow you get through. Just a couple of things you can be proud od
You made an effort with the skateboard and that takes guts.
You are musical and I wish I was.
You are coiping with a new language and I couldn't.
So basically you are an impressive person and some day others will see it and maybe one day you will see it too.
Hang on in there.
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Like other ppl said it seems like u got some self esteem issues but u might not be as bad off as u think, and I bet when things change (like college) there are parts of u that ppl will think are pretty cool, also if u like skating just do it for urself, don't worry about doing it for other ppl, and if it makes u happy then you've found something that can take ur mind off the negative things in ur life! So basically like I said, maybe things aren't as bad as u think, it's just a matter if looking at them differently
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Try not to be so down on your self it will make having a girl friend very difficult. You really have alot going for you. You probably don't believe me, but...

Your better at English than I am and its the only language I know. If you didn't say it wasn't your first language I would not have known. Honest. I don't say nice things just to make people feel better.

You can play guitar? I'm so jealous I can't do anything artistic or creative. What kind of music do you play?

I can walk in tall heels but I fall off a skate board every time I ever tried.

I love accents! Accents are sexy and mysterious. I think if you went to my school you would have girls standing in line just to hear you say there name.

What part of America did you move to where they are being assholes to you? What a huge culture shock to adjust to then people act like dicks.
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Hello everyone, sorry for not replying for a long time , it really warms up the heart to see people who are willing to help and care. Thank you all very much. I reread my post and it sounds so cheesy, but please keep in mind I tried to be as honest about my feelings as I could with myself and with you guys. Quick update, I actually did start cutting and Im not getting really good grades anymore and my parents repeatedly tell me i'm a disapointment, that I wont achieve anything if im am that lazy. I also apologize for being so cynical even though most, if not all of you have had it much worst than I do... I know, I'm pretty egocentric lol

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I would suggest concentrating on guitar or skating or computer programming.
You should be more authentic. And you should act like the version of yourself you want to be in 2-3 years. Practice being kind.
When you have trouble pronouncing english words, do your best attempt and then laugh or giggle it off.
By acting more authentic you might connect with other students you never thought you could connect with.
With your guitar, try to learn scales in all 12 keys if you haven't already.
After you learn major scales, teach yourself minor scales.
Compliment girls you talk to about school, Hey i like your dress, is a great compliment to give.
Talking to people about assignments and tests and lectures is actually so relevant. You want to be on top of that stuff.
Talk to your teachers. They are adults and can be impressionable especially if you have any good teachers.
You never know what you might learn from somebody.
- Hello westcoastsherif, is it me or you are full of good advises ? I already learned every scales, but still I'm horrible at improvisation, Honesty I spend all my time when I should do homework playing guitar... Complimenting people seems pretty hard And I'm pretty sure it would sound really odd... But I'll try thanks. I do have some really great teacher, like my last year history teacher, he really made history incredibly interesting, he used lighting and sound to enrich his lessons, and he was really open minded.

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Hi Ouragan, I'm sorry that you're having so much trouble, it's definitely not easy when you are or at least feel you are different. I don't know if this helps, but the kids that make fun of your accent and your lack of knowledge about american culture and stuff are jerks, and it's likely they're jerks to other students as well. Sadly, some people are just like that, the only way they can make themselves feel better is by trying to make someone else feel bad about themselves. Try to focus on the other ones, you say it's mostly casual conversation stuff related to school, but I'm sure some of them would be interested in more of a friendship. They may be as shy or uncomfortable about trying to take that step as you are. I know it sucks, but you might have to take some chances on a few people that you think are okay - maybe see if someone wants to hang out after school, grab a coffee, a movie or anything really.

I hope things get better for you, hit me up if you ever want to chat
- Hi citycanuck, The guys that make fun of me (I never thought about it but they are only guys... Guys are probably hereditary mean ... Girls just dont pay attention to me, which is nicer) are actually good guys, they are popular, girls fall for them and yeah, everyone likes them, except me... It's crazy how I sometimes get jealous and think that the only guys who get all the attention don't deserve it and they act like they dont care about all this attention and sometimes they even complain about all the attention their getting, while I'd be willing to kill for all the attention they get (not literaly, dont worry)... I always try to act outgoing to try to befriend with some people, but it hasn't worked, maybe I intimidate shy people and I look stupid to the others

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First of all, what can I say about you is that you have just extremely low confidence. Saying short - if you treat yourself as you are a piece of something, then you forever will be a poece of that... If you want the life to start smiling at you, then you are the only one who canake that happen - no doctor, no friend, no parent will help, because it's in your head and no one can fight there but you. If you lose to yourself, you lose to the whole world and that's where to rope or drugs come in. Moving from one country to another? Before you moved, you should have learned the language spoken there and in Europe schools, we do get a nice English language lessons (at least, where I come from). You don't look how you look in the mirror? Change it. It's that simple. Change for yourself, not for anyone. But, again, it's reffering to the first part of this comment... Life is unfair to anyone and it's always about fighting, to find your spot under the light. But it won't just pop from the clear sky into your hands - you HAVE TO do something for it to happen and not to bitch around. As I can see, you are talented - guitare, skate-boarding and computer science. The first two you can develop as your career in a short-run, the second - in long. You say that no one wants to invite you nowhere. No one really likes partying with lousy, silent and quite weird looking kids, especially in the US. CHANGE yourself or forever stay in the dark, unnoticed and, probably, becoming a next school-shooter or suicide boy... Only you have the power to do it, no one is else is going for it... Don't get the jokes? That's understandable, because their mentallity is really different from the Europe's. Should watch movies, their late-night shows etc...
- Hi NoLimitGuy, It's true that I am the only one who can change myself, I tried to change my body by doing workouts, but it takes a tremendous amount of motivation, And I really respect every one who succeeds. Then you talk about drug, suicide and school shooting... I think this is nonsense, I know better than this, but the thing that might come true one day is a runaway, when I leave home, I feel peaceful, I'm not saying that will happen, but it might. Here, people are really into memes and that kind of stuff, so I started to watch a youtube show called meme review to get the memes, because most of the time, people show me memes and they laugh really hard but I don't get it, so I act like it's funny while the only thing I hear is over saturated music causing my ears to bleed

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Hi, I'm Naomi, and I'm sixteen too. First of all, you should try Duolingo, I use it for French and it works wonders. Second of all, you seem to have pretty low self-esteem (which is totally normal, I'm not trying to make you feel bad) but most of this is in your head. Yeah you make think you look weird when you ask someone to repeat something, but trust me you don't look weird. Do what you like, and if that's skateboarding, who cares if you suck, just pretend like no one is watching. I'm really bad at singing, but If I want to sing, no one is going to stop me. Also, if someone comments on your English, just explain that English isn't your first language, and trust me, they will probably understand and if they don't, just walk away, you don't have time for that. You speak 2 languages, that's super cool, so be proud of it. It seems like you aren't comfortable around your friends, so maybe try to find people who you have more in common with. I know it's easier said then done, but just try. Something that helps me, is if I get nervous about doing something or saying something, I'll count to three and just do it, I won't even think twice about it, and so far it has worked great. JUST REMEMBER, you're never as weird or awkward as you think. Being a teenager can be card, but it doesn't have to suck. If you need someone to talk to, just message me or something. I'll try my best to give advice. Good Luck!
- Hello noami, thanks for your uplifting post, it's really nice to see some people care. I tried duolinguo and it is a bit easy for now but hopefully the level will get higher. Thank you for being supportive, but I am really wired and I am probably most awkward person in the world, I know it is all my faut but it requires a big amount of motivation to change this... I do skateboard and guitar a lot (more than I should) out of my comrades' eyes, The other day, I tried to do a talent show but I completely messed u because I got nervous I'd love to chat with you but I dont know how this works... As we say in France, la revoyure

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Not going to say rubbish stuff like I know how you feeel as I don't.
I have had some tough times but somehow you get through. Just a couple of things you can be proud od
You made an effort with the skateboard and that takes guts.
You are musical and I wish I was.
You are coiping with a new language and I couldn't.
So basically you are an impressive person and some day others will see it and maybe one day you will see it too.
Hang on in there.
- Hello Adamant, hope you're having a good day. Honestly, I am a beginner in everything, I am not very musical, you could say I don't have the groove. Im not good at skateboard either. I am not impressive and more like pathetic. Thanks for being nice and supportive though

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Like other ppl said it seems like u got some self esteem issues but u might not be as bad off as u think, and I bet when things change (like college) there are parts of u that ppl will think are pretty cool, also if u like skating just do it for urself, don't worry about doing it for other ppl, and if it makes u happy then you've found something that can take ur mind off the negative things in ur life! So basically like I said, maybe things aren't as bad as u think, it's just a matter if looking at them differently
- Hello Jrunner, like I said to Adamant, I am not great, really... Since I am getting bad grades now, I'm not even sure I'll get into colleges. And I know things are not as bad as I think, I should be content with what I have but my stupid self just can't be happy with what I got already ... Well, thak you for the reply, I really hope you have a nice day

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Try not to be so down on your self it will make having a girl friend very difficult. You really have alot going for you. You probably don't believe me, but...
Your better at English than I am and its the only language I know. If you didn't say it wasn't your first language I would not have known. Honest. I don't say nice things just to make people feel better.
You can play guitar? I'm so jealous I can't do anything artistic or creative. What kind of music do you play?
I can walk in tall heels but I fall off a skate board every time I ever tried.
I love accents! Accents are sexy and mysterious. I think if you went to my school you would have girls standing in line just to hear you say there name.
What part of America did you move to where they are being assholes to you? What a huge culture shock to adjust to then people act like dicks.
- Hello HaileyM, I'm not even trying to get a girlfriend, I'd be nice to have someone you can count on to support you and someone to love, but flirting and dating seems really hard and fantasist to me . Thank you for saying I'm good in english, but you haven't seen my English grade (it is C, and pretty close to a D). I really am not good at guitar and skateboard, you know what, i'll try to write a song and post it on VT, i'd be fun. My accent every thing but sexy or mysterious, it's really horrible and I sound like shit, honestly... I moved to Los Angeles, California. People are not nice to me, but there really is worst, these boys are really terrible with some girls (they slap them, or grab their butts) and when they try to resist they are called bitches... That really disgusts me... Anyways, thank you for replying

Hehe, this was a very long post, but I had to reply to every one of you, this is the least I can do to thank you of your support
I send you all the love I can, Have a really nice day, stay safe, and be strong.

Edgar
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I would love to hear your song. Will you sing?
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Old November 12th, 2018, 07:39 PM   #18
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I would love to hear your song. Will you sing?
Hehe, nope... https://youtu.be/LZBBO3TZc70
I shoudnt have ...
The song doesnt start at the beginig, it starts at 0:31
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