im going.....

Im going somewhere. Everything is going downhill. I dont no why, It has never been this bad before. It is starting to scare me. I don't want to post threads like this, because I don't want my school knowing, but I am scared, so I just have to keep it edited. I am slipping in school, my firends are....well, not there anymore. I am spiraling down, and I cannot get back up> I am scared, and do not know what to do. People tell me to wirte poetry, but I have no talent. I am not able to do this. I cannot express myself, and now there is no point, because I believe I am phasing into a stage where I will be a loner, maybe goth.