Terrified

Sooooooo its official, my eating disorder has taken over my body..

Whenever I go near food now, my body starts to dry heave, like its trying to vomit, but can't..

I'm going to talk to my councellor on Monday, I can't eat, I've been trying to eat, and its just not working. I managed to have a meal replacement shake.. but that's it!!

Has anyone else gone through this? Any ideas on what I could try and eat?

I'm scared