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Old June 19th, 2009, 09:53 PM   #41
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i'm just so scared.
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Old June 20th, 2009, 12:44 PM   #42
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please dont' be scared, they only want to help you in any way they can, to keep you alive...wow i can't believe i'm saying that.
Just remember to set yourself managable targets and when you feel, your losing control try to focus and remember those targets...this is what i started to do when i went into inpatient as i just...okay enough about me...but i totally understand all this that is happening at the moment. but just acknowlage in your heart that people are caring about you, and just want to do the best they can for you.
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Old June 20th, 2009, 09:31 PM   #43
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but that't the thing..
i know what it is like to go into an inpatient treatment centre, because i have been in one before...
then i have been in like a hospital ward for eating disorders...
and i failed misserably both timess..

i'm scared i am going to fail again,
and let Coop down.....
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Old June 21st, 2009, 06:45 AM   #44
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please don't be scared...or at least try, there will probably be many set backs but if you remain focused in recovery...then whos to stop you apart from the ana in your head- so therefore you shouldn't let her get on top of you

And remember if you do try, you have not failed...its just work in progress,
also Coop, can see that you are trying to recover, and therefore he will support you in whatever you do, and help you...

Remember if you attempt at anything with all you have, then you have not let anyone down.

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Old June 21st, 2009, 07:16 PM   #45
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Don't put too much pressure on yourself. If you put a lot of pressure on yourself to get better then it will have the adverse effect.

Go and be open to the treatments they offer.
Every road to recovery has the odd slip up every so often. The key is to remember that you can overcome this if you stick with it.

If you like cuddly toys you could ask Cooper to get you one at the end of each week you're in there. It will give you something to look forward to at the end of the week and might help you through the really rough days. It would also give you something soft and warm to cuddle at night.


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Old June 25th, 2009, 02:10 AM   #46
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well guys,
i am going in tomorrow.
i am so scared.
i am scared of failing, of letting everyone down!!!!

I HATE THIS!!!

but i am going.
and hopefully the next time you all talk to me, i will be on my way to recovery.
thank you to everyone who gave me great advice.

i appriciate it very much.


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Old June 25th, 2009, 06:49 PM   #47
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well good luck
i bet it won't be as bad as you think,
and you know what?...
Your already recovering by doing this, i'm so proud of you (even that i don't really know you)

Please remember to stay positive, and just try your best as even if you don't do something to the right standard, you can tell yourself that i have not let anyone down as i tried with a my might.

praying for you
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Old June 26th, 2009, 02:13 PM   #48
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Sienna, I wish you all the best of luck.
And you already know if you need anything all you have to do is PM me.

"I can't judge any of you. I have no malice against you and no ribbons for you. But I think that it is high time that you all start looking at yourselves, and judging the lie that you live in." ~ Charles Manson
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Old July 1st, 2009, 08:31 PM   #49
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hey guys.
i'm really not meant to be on here.
but i thought i would quickly come on here and give an up date!!

I HATE THIS PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's like helll!
i hate it so much. i just want to go home!!!

they make me eat so much food, it's bullcrap!
there is a blue kitchen and a red kitchen.
the blue kitchen is where girls that can be trusted eat.
so they get to eat with no one watching them.

the red kitchen, is where the other girls eat..
and it's got people who work there watching us eat.
make sure we eat it all.
don't play wiht our food, that we eat it in the right time limit.
that we don't hide it.
it's the kitchen where the girls that can't be trusted eat.
THAT'S WHERE I EAT!!!!

one thing that i am finding really hard is the other girls.
they tell me about things that they use to do/still do.
things that i have never thought of beofre and i am so tempted to try these things!! you have no idea!!

they check my room all the time.
they go through everything!! and i mean everything!!!
they fiound some pills in my room and i got in so much shit!!!!!

I HATE THIS PLACE, I JUST WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Old July 2nd, 2009, 06:46 AM   #50
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Hun, relax. They might not trust you now, but that's because they can't. If you're gooing to get better, you need to cooperate with the nurses

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Old July 2nd, 2009, 10:39 PM   #51
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I haven't posted in any of your threads but I've been reading. You are a beautiful person and I know you want to get better. Please just stay with this you are fighting so hard and I'm amazed that you are able to do this. You will be an inspiration to a lot of people when you make it. Please just think about the people who will look up to you and what you can for them. Something that is such a tragic part of you that you wil be able to get through will change the life of hundreds just because you, one person, made it.
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