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Old August 20th, 2017, 04:07 PM   #1
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I believe the inevitable end is close. Due to my destructive and saddening downward spiral I no longer find joy in anything I do. I hate myself. I hate the way I look and I hate the person I have become. I now officially have no future in this world of any relevance. My only option to continue is now to find myself a shit job and live on the rest of my days like the rest of this miserable town I live in, living for the weekend, drinking away my misery of past dreams and the memory of the sense of self belief I used to hold. I am useful to nobody and a burden to all, especially myself. I have achieved nothing, and eventually I have to stop kidding myself, and I believe that time is coming soon.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know why I am posting this here. I don't know what I am expecting to hear nor what I want to hear. Perhaps a glimmer of hope that I doubt could ever exist for a person like me.
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Old August 20th, 2017, 05:06 PM   #2
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Why do you feel that way?
I'm pretty sure it's not true but....
Did something happen that made you feel this way?

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Old August 20th, 2017, 05:42 PM   #3
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What's made you feel this way? Everyone has a purpose for something even if it may not feel that way to you at the moment. Is there anyone else in person you can talk to about the way you feel? Have you considering ringing any hotlines?

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Old August 21st, 2017, 06:53 PM   #4
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I am no doctor but it looks to me like you may be suffering from clinical depression which is a common type illness that gives you much depression and anxiety. I suggest that you see your doctor and tell them what's going on. It's not a cure all but it gives you a boost and some help to get out of that deep dark place.

I am gay and happy with that.
I love talking to people very open & willing to listen.
I am also glad to try help with questions or problems.
Hit me up for anything. I promise I don't bite.
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Old June 16th, 2018, 01:22 PM   #5
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You want a glimmer of hope? Look at your own username. You are hope. If you don't like something, you either accept it, or change it.
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Old June 16th, 2018, 02:11 PM   #6
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