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Old January 20th, 2016, 10:59 AM   #1
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(This actually relates to my topic in Teen sexuality and gender section)
Well , around 4 years ago , when I had no way except accepting myself as a gay , in a traditional country with no supportive people around me , I got depression.
I started self harming . but luckily I stopped all of them .
Killing my feelings toward the ones I have crush on has been a usual thing for me . I've had crush on some of the guys but I couldn't tell them . If I would , they would hate me , they would stay away from me.
I didn't want to get rejected by this traditional society .
After I started to feel better , I had been living and I had started to make a nice social life . But when I entered university , I've found some friends and I started to have a terrible crush on one of the guys who is somehow my close friends and knows EVERYTHING about me even the fact that I'm gay .
Whatever I do to kill my feelings is unsuccessful now . I keep thinking about him all day long and if I don't meet him or talk to him I get depressed .
Recently I feel like the old signs of depression is appearing . The sky is getting dark now and I've been in my room , laying on my bed and listening to doom metal since morning .
Recently , I can't control myself anymore and that is really annoying me .
I don't wanna get depressed for just a person but its happening and i don't know how can I help myself .
Maybe some advice to prevent depression is the most helpful thing right now.
I'd be glad if you guys help .

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Old January 20th, 2016, 12:15 PM   #2
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The only way to to avoid depression is to accept the fact that things are the way they are and enjoy the feelings in knowing that you have a friend who knows everything about you and still wants to be your friend. That alone should make you happy and not want to harm yourself anymore. Things are the way they are until you get to a point where you can change them.

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Old January 20th, 2016, 12:50 PM   #3
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The only way to to avoid depression is to accept the fact that things are the way they are and enjoy the feelings in knowing that you have a friend who knows everything about you and still wants to be your friend. That alone should make you happy and not want to harm yourself anymore. Things are the way they are until you get to a point where you can change them.
Its hard you know but I'm trying my best

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Old January 20th, 2016, 12:55 PM   #4
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Its hard you know but I'm trying my best
Thats all you can do is try, but you dont give up because it seems too hard to do. Just keep going and it will get easier

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