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Old September 13th, 2013, 01:17 PM   #21
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Please, please, don't do it. I know it doesn't seem like it right now but you mean so much to so many people, maybe you think your parents don't care but they do, they raised you and it takes a lot of love to commit to something like raising a child. Your brothers, I see mentioned? They maybe don't seem like they like you but that's because they're just being kids and people, you don't realize how much they look up to and admire you, they tease you because they wish they could be like you. If you're bullied in school, it's because of jealousy. Please, rethink and rethink again what you're doing, consider what will happen and how many people will miss you and love you even more.
I am thinking about everything. I can't stop thinking about it all but everything is driving me deeper. I don;t want to hurt anyone but I don't want to be here anymore. If I can't figure things out by that day I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm not saying I have to feel better but atleast know how to avoid giving into my thoughts

Oh well. Whatever. Nevermind.

If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 13th, 2013, 11:23 PM   #22
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Is there anywhere you can go to make you feel better? You've mentioned your uncle before, is he even an option?
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Old September 14th, 2013, 10:23 PM   #23
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Is there anywhere you can go to make you feel better? You've mentioned your uncle before, is he even an option?
not really. for me to even go to his house i have to 'sneak' over, my 'dad' wouldn't allow me to live there or anywhere else, he wants us trapped in his hell

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If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 15th, 2013, 08:59 AM   #24
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Is there any chance of going to the authorities?
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Old September 15th, 2013, 12:32 PM   #25
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Is there any chance of going to the authorities?
not really

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If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 15th, 2013, 12:40 PM   #26
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Are there any friends or family members that you can go to for support?
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Old September 15th, 2013, 02:35 PM   #27
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Are there any friends or family members that you can go to for support?
kind of but i'm afraid of things getting to my parents

Oh well. Whatever. Nevermind.

If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 15th, 2013, 03:11 PM   #28
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dont ever think that your sibling dont love you. they love you no matter what some of the same things happen with my siblings as yours but i know they love me. and yours do too. dont kill yourself. its not the way. you are wasting your inoocent life. you have a life to live. a life bestowed by your parents who would miss you terribly. I had a friend who committed suicide and their parents were so devesated. their marriage fell apart. his father became a drunk and his mother moved as fr away from their house as she could. his brothers and sister went through foster care. do you honestly want that to happen to your family?? Think of everyone you will hurt. think about you all the opportunities you will miss. the life that you could've had. the life that you will have.

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Old September 15th, 2013, 03:52 PM   #29
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kind of but i'm afraid of things getting to my parents
I can just about guarantee you that no friend would go to your parents about it. If you have a family member that you can talk to, judge on the individual person. Do you have someone who you can talk to where you know it won't get back to your parents?
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Old September 15th, 2013, 07:52 PM   #30
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I can just about guarantee you that no friend would go to your parents about it. If you have a family member that you can talk to, judge on the individual person. Do you have someone who you can talk to where you know it won't get back to your parents?
not really.

I'm sorry but i feel like doing this now. I just lost one of my closest friends and I need peace.

Oh well. Whatever. Nevermind.

If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 15th, 2013, 10:36 PM   #31
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not really.

I'm sorry but i feel like doing this now. I just lost one of my closest friends and I need peace.
Please, please, please don't. Talk to me if you need to. PM me, I will talk to you every single day until you feel alright.
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Old September 15th, 2013, 11:40 PM   #32
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Please, please, please don't. Talk to me if you need to. PM me, I will talk to you every single day until you feel alright.
thanks.

Oh well. Whatever. Nevermind.

If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 16th, 2013, 03:47 PM   #33
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I can't PM yet, so how was your day today?
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Old September 16th, 2013, 04:30 PM   #34
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I can't PM yet, so how was your day today?
Want to do vm instead?

I don't know how to explain how I felt today. How are you?

Oh well. Whatever. Nevermind.

If you think of where people stand, in the light on earth...think of my world as a black hole, no light, just a vacuum that sucks me deeper and deeper every second from the point of conception until death. That is my life and just like a black hole, its not possible to escape.

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Old September 16th, 2013, 04:44 PM   #35
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Want to do vm instead?

I don't know how to explain how I felt today. How are you?
VM is probably the right idea, although mine are still moderated so they may take a little while to come through.
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