blacking out

BlueJaysGirl · February 3rd, 2013, 03:11 PM

hey guys...
so last night i was upset that my boyfriend went away..and i had been crying. and the last thing i remembered was i holding a blade looking at it.. debating really if i should cut myself.... so soothe myself.. as i cut to soothe myself when i am upset...
now lately i have been doing very well..
but last night i cried so much,, i was writing in my journal about how shitty i felt and i blacked out....

when i came out of my haze.. i found myself cutting...
it was too late to stop.. as there were already several..

this has happened before.. when i black out and cut
how can i make it stop?

missfortune · February 19th, 2013, 12:44 PM

keep strong!!!!!!

Doc. Crane .-. · February 19th, 2013, 02:12 PM

Get rid of the knife

xarvon1412 · February 19th, 2013, 05:50 PM

I agree with Doc Crane, get rid of anything that you could use to harm yourself with. Don't worry, it will get better and get easier. Just keep all sharp objects away from yourself.

Angelic · February 25th, 2013, 03:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doc. Crane .-.

Get rid of the knife

Quote:

Originally Posted by xarvon1412

I agree with Doc Crane, get rid of anything that you could use to harm yourself with. Don't worry, it will get better and get easier. Just keep all sharp objects away from yourself.

I actually don't agree with this, if you take away the knife it CAN lead to the person searching for other ways to self harm, some of which can be more dangerous than using a razor or knife that the person is used to and is clean.

Prevention techniques are the best, try the 15 minute rule that works well for me or find something to distract you.

BlueJaysGirl · March 1st, 2013, 03:57 PM

thanks guys for the help

February 3rd, 2013, 03:11 PM	#1
BlueJaysGirl Banned Name: kristen Join Date: February 3, 2013 Location: MISSISAUGA ONTARIO Gender:	blacking out hey guys... so last night i was upset that my boyfriend went away..and i had been crying. and the last thing i remembered was i holding a blade looking at it.. debating really if i should cut myself.... so soothe myself.. as i cut to soothe myself when i am upset... now lately i have been doing very well.. but last night i cried so much,, i was writing in my journal about how shitty i felt and i blacked out.... when i came out of my haze.. i found myself cutting... it was too late to stop.. as there were already several.. this has happened before.. when i black out and cut how can i make it stop?

February 19th, 2013, 12:44 PM	#2
missfortune Junior Member Name: seren Join Date: January 5, 2013 Location: SA, cape town Gender: Blog Entries: 2	Re: blacking out keep strong!!!!!!

February 19th, 2013, 02:12 PM	#3
Doc. Crane .-. Member Name: Colson Join Date: February 22, 2011 Location: Wyoming Gender:	Re: blacking out Get rid of the knife 14 m straight PM me if you have a question

February 19th, 2013, 05:50 PM	#4
xarvon1412 Member Name: Aaron Join Date: December 12, 2012 Location: Utah Gender:	Re: blacking out I agree with Doc Crane, get rid of anything that you could use to harm yourself with. Don't worry, it will get better and get easier. Just keep all sharp objects away from yourself. "When we cut, we're in control - we make our own pain and we can stop it whenever we want. Physical pain relieves mental anguish. For a brief moment, the pain of cutting is the only thing in the cutter's mind, and when that stops and the other comes back, it is weaker." - Shelley Stoehr. "It can't be terrible forever." - Meekakitty

March 1st, 2013, 03:57 PM	#6
BlueJaysGirl Banned Name: kristen Join Date: February 3, 2013 Location: MISSISAUGA ONTARIO Gender:	Re: blacking out thanks guys for the help

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