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Old May 24th, 2012, 07:54 PM   #21
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well... i cant quite remember when there wasnt something wrong with me, it got worse through the yeare though. cant wait to see what i turn into...
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Old May 24th, 2012, 08:59 PM   #22
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To me it sounds like a demon talking to you.
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Old May 25th, 2012, 01:56 AM   #23
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To me it sounds like a demon talking to you.
Which one of us?
And do you mean an actual demon?

And Bluerhino666 I don't know anymore, maybe its caused by previous trauma- did anything bad happen to you while you were an infant?

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Old May 26th, 2012, 12:42 PM   #24
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Yes Foje I mean an actual demon.
HOWEVER, I have been doing some random research lately, and from what you described rhino, it sounds like you may have Schizophrenia.
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Old May 26th, 2012, 04:46 PM   #25
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Well...
I'm starting to believe I am a atheist to the heart but i do love the occult, at one point in time I was a bit obsessed with demons and death in general so I did researched it but never really came to a conclusion that they existed, even though the "voices" I used to have told me I was one.

Now, if hypothetically one of us had a demon or were in contact with one, how would we deal with it? Also, what kind of demon are you thinking of? (Christian demons, Occultist demons, Hindu demons, Japanese demons or even Greek demons)

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Old May 26th, 2012, 08:51 PM   #26
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The way you described it, including the voices and images suggests violent paranoid schizophrenia. I'm taking everything you're saying to be fact but if it is the case you have to go to a doctor asap. You can visit your GP and get their advice while under 18 years of age. I suggest that as a next step.

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Old May 27th, 2012, 09:35 AM   #27
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The voices I had disappeared when I was about 5, by then I obviously knew I was different and I knew being different was frown upon society so I just kept to myself, even from my family. After that those images (or visions...) I get from looking at someone grew more violent and I was a bit antisocial for a few years, I just got used to it. But now my images are going away and the dreams are creeping up on me while I'm sleeping.

I've been to a psychologist a few times and I've been tested for schizophrenia and some other disorder that I can't remember, I didn't have neither of them. I'm taking Lunesta to keep me asleep, it's not really working even with the higher dosage. They also suggested me to take some antidepressants for the insomnia but I'm not sure yet.

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Old May 28th, 2012, 10:26 PM   #28
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since i last posted, i have been tested for all sorts of things and every time the psychologist has had absolutley no clue. were just seeing what combination of pills work now. there is some things i cant post on here for personal reasons that i told the doctor
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Old May 30th, 2012, 11:06 AM   #29
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Well, good luck with that Bluerhino666 and if something is too personal you can keep it to yourself as I'm not anything close to a doctor, yet.

Now, the genocide dreams and the freaky visions are both working...
I suggest maladaptive daydreaming to my doc and he disagreed saying "Your films or visions are too... vivid and always happen when you see someone" but he came up with a idea to see if it had to do with another disorder, personality disorder I think.
He put me listening to some great music which I picked out (Piano, Violin, Opera...) and then he sent me with some other people waiting and I didn't have a single vision.
That did help but it wasn't enough to prove anything.

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Old May 30th, 2012, 10:28 PM   #30
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well, good luck to you too. i hope we both get better soon.
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Old June 22nd, 2012, 11:14 PM   #31
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Hahaha, whenever I see someone I think of all the different ways that I could kill them too! I like to imagine all the possibilities playing out in my mind..oh how I love it!
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You should really to talk to a family member about this before seeking professional help. Maybe they can help you. It may not just have to be your parents. It can be an Aunt, Uncle, Grandparent. I've heard of stuff like this, but it's usually something people bring upon themselves, but it seems you were just born with it. i'm sure you're not the only one. Maybe do a little research and see who else may have something similar. Good Luck!


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Old June 24th, 2012, 09:55 PM   #33
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I sometimes get the same thoughts.

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Old June 24th, 2012, 10:24 PM   #34
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All of you!! If you get these thoughts, PLEASE do us ALL a favor and see a doctor.

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Old June 27th, 2012, 02:17 AM   #35
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I have had an extremly disturbing vision which I cant remember that's involved pills. So ive stopped taking mine. The visions have come back with flying colors. When I was on the pills they only I habited my dreams but got rid of my personality. I have had a lot of fun with fire and explosives latley, so I'm pretty happy for now.

i find my insanity describes me.
i once poked myself in the eye with a bobby pin to see if it would hurt... it kinda did.
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Old June 27th, 2012, 02:19 AM   #36
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Well anger management is good thing to controll it? And go to church!

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Old July 2nd, 2012, 09:34 PM   #37
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Only a professional can diagnose you, I can imagine these thoughts greatly interfere with your everyday life. I strongly suggest telling someone and seeking professional advice immediately.

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Well anger management is good thing to controll it? And go to church!
I'm not one to hate on religion, but I don't think you should be shoving your beliefs down their throats. Seriously.
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