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Old March 7th, 2012, 04:46 PM   #1
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I can't do this. I can't do any of this. I can't function properly, I can't do anything at all. I'm not even with it half of the time, I zone out, fuck knows where. It's incredibly scary when I get to back to reality and have no clue what's going on or where I am.

I feel like I've lost everything, absolutely everything. There's nothing at all and I'm just falling and showing no signs of stopping. Falling down an abyss of emptiness and everything appears to be getting worse. And my anxiety is getting worse again, as is my paranoia, and I keep waking in a sweat after another nightmare. They scare me so much, I don't even remember them though, and that's probably a good thing.

I'm crying inside, dying inside. I feel like I'm being crushed to pieces, being destroyed. I feel like I'm being killed, and the pain that's existing is ineffable.

I can't keep going like this, I can't exist like this. I can't do this. I can't live this way. I can't...I can't do anything.

I don't know what else to say. And I'm not expecting any responses, I just needed to get this out.

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Old March 10th, 2012, 11:06 PM   #2
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You sound like you're in a lot of pain. I know you're not expecting any replies, but I just wanted to say you're not alone; I'm here for you if you need to talk. Stay strong kid.

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Old March 11th, 2012, 10:43 AM   #3
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Thank you.

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Old March 16th, 2012, 10:11 AM   #4
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Dont give up. Firstly whats causing all this pain???go to my page if have ANY questions...i might be able to answer

Fun,beaches, girls,animals...nuff said
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Old March 17th, 2012, 02:38 PM   #5
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Good luck, stay strong, and feel free to pm me if you want to talk
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Old March 17th, 2012, 06:31 PM   #6
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Thanks, it means a lot

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Old March 18th, 2012, 11:35 PM   #7
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Your not alone, i also feel this way. Its like every bad memory i have keep getting worse and more detailed in my nightmares and i feel like i cant keep going on with how everything is. Just try and stay strong, it gets better if you try and find good things in your past
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Old March 22nd, 2012, 07:34 PM   #8
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I'm crying inside, dying inside. I feel like I'm being crushed to pieces, being destroyed. I feel like I'm being killed, and the pain that's existing is ineffable.
This is very close to what i've been feeling like the past while.. but as others have said, you're not alone so don't give.

Things will get better in time, so find something good to hold on to and just try to stay strong.
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Old March 22nd, 2012, 11:36 PM   #9
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I feel for you and i seriously am torn when i read this. I feel like this but in a much less severe way. Some mornings i feel extremly depressed and find myself talking to myself. Anyway if you have any questions at all please please pm me and id be happy to help you. Good Luck man i wish the best
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