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Old March 2nd, 2011, 03:58 PM   #1
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EVERYTHING i think about has to do if i'm lesbian or not, i hate it. I'm straight..I know that so why do i keep thinking this? Like this morning I got on You tube to listen to music like normal, but i had a thought "What if I typed in Lesbian in the search bar"? I have no idea why I thought that!!! Then things just keep building off of that, and its like never ending. Like then I started worrying about watching gay porn and what if i watched it and i liked it. I hate this Anyone ever had anything like this? Or am i just weird
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Old March 2nd, 2011, 04:40 PM   #2
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Well, I don't think your OCD is to blame for everything that happens to you. For instance, this situation, I don't think OCD plays a part at all. I just think you have other side issues, and because you do have OCD, you just think of it as a barrier, or an excuse to use. Maybe you have sexuality problems, but I don't believe that you having OCD is the reason for that. If you need to talk to someone, we are all here to talk to you, and don't be afraid to talk to us. You don't have to apologize.
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Old March 2nd, 2011, 04:55 PM   #3
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well i like guys, like there are guys i like now. these thoughts started because i had a dream and it scared me
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Old March 3rd, 2011, 12:04 AM   #4
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I get that it could be purely an issue with OCD, but why does it freak you out that much? You should be comfortable and accepting of yourself whether you're straight, gay, transgender, etc. It doesn't change a thing.

When I thought I was straight, I left it as such. When I found out I liked girls, I left it as such. It's a natural thing, nothing to be worried about.


And I'm sorry I didn't build your walls. And I'm sorry I had to go and fall.
And I'm sorry I had the whole thing wrong. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
And I'm sorry that you are feeling small. And I'm sorry that I'm not used to crawling.
And I'm sorry the writing's on the wall. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
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Old March 24th, 2011, 09:06 AM   #5
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Hmmm...I really don't think these are signs of OCD unless you feel like you HAVE to do those things or something bad will happen. I have OCD and that is what normally happens to me. Maybe...you are just curious. That is perfectly normal to wonder about your sexuality. PM me if you want to talk.

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Old March 24th, 2011, 06:04 PM   #6
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Intrusive thoughts such as this are a symptom of OCD so that could be why you have them. Have you taled to your psychiatrist about them?

As Rith said, you shouldn't worry about your sexuality because either way it doesn't matter anyway.

You brought hate, pills and knives,
And this is how the tale begins.
Its your life, exist and wonder why.
When it only fails to work,
It only fails to work sometimes
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Old April 18th, 2011, 05:28 AM   #7
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It is related to OCD in my opinion, because its obsessive- you can't stop worrying and thinking. I know how infuriating it is, the thoughts just won't stay out.

Message me if you need to talk and good luck, I think you should try and relax and remember that gay or straight it doesn't make any difference to you as a person.

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