Karkat

This may be the last time I'm logging on

I don't know if I've told all of you but Charlie dumped me
I'm not taking it so well
I tried to slit my wrists nearly three weeks ago because of it
Even though I have a new boyfriend (entirely out of emotional irrationality) I can't cope
I love Charlie so much
I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know what to do. I can't take it anymore. I can't do this.
I told Charlie that I hate him, and to never contact me again
I want to kill myself. I see no other answer right now.

So while I'm not saying anything for sure
I just needed to put this out there
I'm screaming inside
I'm so sorry guys, it's been so lovely to be a part of VT and get to know you all

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