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Old March 30th, 2012, 08:10 PM   #5
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Join Date: January 21, 2012
Location: The lonely region where the world ends.
Gender: Male
Default Re: I always feel alone.

I used to think that, that I'd find someone, but now im really not sure. That girl I mentioned, I used to be so close to her, but then I ruined it. I wanted to be with her so badly, I tried to convince her that she should leave her boyfriend for me. When she didn't, i got clingy and paranoid that i was losing her, and that made everything fall apart. Ive been so alone since then. I used to be okay without having a girlfriend, because I thought of myself as a "good guy" who would be great with someone, I just hadnt found that person. But I tried to ruin my best friends relationship, and that makes me a terrible person. I hate people who do that, and i was one of them. Maybe im better off alone, i wont hurt anyone.
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