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Old May 13th, 2013, 02:49 PM   #1
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Name: Frances
Join Date: August 27, 2011
Location: England, Scarborough
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Default I really want to throw up

My parents have been picking up on the fact I'm not eating as much as them, and today they've stood over me every meal and made me eat so much. I feel so disgusting and sick and guilty. I can feel myself getting fatter and i really want to throw up, i hurts that much. I can feel it coming up my throat. But at the same time i need to cut and i don't want to do both because I'm meant to be getting better. I don't know what to do. I'm just sat here sticking my fingers down my throat again and i'm stuck.

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You mould me into someone you aspire to be. So why am i still not good enough?
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