i've been masturbating for abour 4 months now, and i hit orgasm everytime. and immidiatly after orgasm, i usually thought i ejaculated. it was about one or two table spoons of small dribble, which looked pretty clearish to me, maybe a little yellowish. i then took a break for about 3 weeks, and when i tried to masturbate again, i used a different lube: Girls Shaving Gel. i switched from vaseline because of the ease of cleanup. anyway, since i siwtched about a week ago, i have hit orgasm and no ejaculate twice, a little once, and peed on my hands twice. im pretty sure it was urine, because of the volume, smell, and distance. both times i urinated on my hands, its because i didnt go before i started, like i usually do. so now, im wondering: were all my "ejaculations" really just left over pee?