my mom is really strict and she hates me .. she has told me straight to my face . she brings me down every chance she gets , she makes me feel bad for being me . NO WAY would she understand . she beat the crap out of me when she THOUGHT i was pregnant -- and i hadnt even had sex yet .
im scared though because i dont want to be different from anybody else . lots of people have sex the first time and thats that . no one i know goes to a clinic .. =/ . no one would take me anyways .