Oh my god !!!!
I dont know what to say
that is the sadess story i habe ever heard
once again, i also think that listening to music will help, though the music like system of the down or stuff like that might not work ( even though the music is good, its not the stuff i would listen to when im down ) just know we're always here for u and your questions !!! ( go somewhere fun with your friends [ or the ones u still have ] ,that always helps me ) feel better man !!!!!