Ive gone about a week without cutting. Ive had some urges, but i stopped them before they escalated too high. Ive been using mederma, so they've disappeared a good amount.
I guess its just that i dont feel very strong lately, i talked to my therapy about the feeling of the sting and the look of the blood, i need to cut
. i need to cut. I need to cut. I need to, need, need or else i might kill myself. Life sucks. Take a deep breath. I need to cut.