About an hour ago...the worst thing happened...the worse thing ever ever...
my dad was taking apart my old ben...and putting up my new one..
and he found a porno mag (a straight one) under my mattress....its been there for about 4 years!!! omg...its when i was trying to be straight..
and he found it
i went so red for one!! but now this means hes thinks im straight!!...i shall not be able to come out now lol..