Re: It's happening again...
You have to change for things to get better. I know its hard cause I tried to kill myself once taking 70 pills. Obviously I failed but I wasn't happy until I changed.
If you keep doing the same things you are doing today you can only expect to get the same results in the future. Therefore, you must decide what kind of person you want to be and just start living that life. Fuck everyone else, you have to be true to yourself.
Write down everything you want to be and figure out what it takes to be that way and just do it. Its really that simple.
Also, you need to get on anti-depressants to help you handle depression while you are changing.
You need to go to a head shrinker doctor to get on the right medss to help you get over the depression. I take anti-depessants and they really do work.