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Old June 29th, 2006, 09:58 AM  
Join Date: June 13, 2006
Location: Abu Dhabi, UAE
Age: 27
Default It's happening again...

I'm really glad I can talk here, I really do...

Anyways, I getting those feelings again. I feel like I dont belong, like I'm out of place. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I feel the need to feel pain, so I scratch my arms really hard, just so I can feel something I can identify as an emotion. I feel lost, lonely, angry. I feel like I am unable to be loved by anyone who is not my family. I just feel angry and hurt no one would ever give me a second glance. I'm just a nobody. I feel invisible.

I'm tired to pretending Im all perky and happy in front of my only friend. I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like Im not a good person. I'm the worse person in the world. I should just die. I wish I was dead. I want to die...

I hate feeling this way, but I do. I just want to die. No one will notice.

I hate stupid girls
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