Losing my patience with life...
It has been too long.....i dont want to have to wait any longer. all the effort and patience i have given my life has gone to waste. Something always happens to trigger my thoughts. I don't want to think about the past....any i am sick of people saying that its in the past and i need to move on...or that i seem better....its all just built up inside. Constantly hiding it wont cure it.
i hate myself. i hate everyone around me, i hate the disapointment. i hate the fear. i hate the aprehension. i hate the anger. i hate the stress. i hate the effort...
please dont tell my im the only one..?
I sit here crying, inside im dead, frozen stiff, and full of dread.