Re: i feel like im going insane
I'm not a stranger of suicide and self-destruction. Just hang in there and help her do the same, and never forget to tell her you love her being your mother, and try to make her remember her daughter every chance you get. My dad's dead, and one of the best things I ever did was remind him that I was his son and that I loved him. You may be the only one who could help her, and if you can't save her, don't let her go on bad terms.