I'm sorry your going threw this right now. :s
i know how you feel.
you just gotta bite your tounge and deal with it.
i know you can. ;D
""The New Law of Righteousness," that there "shall be no buying or selling, no fairs nor markets, but the whole earth shall be a common treasury for every man," and "there shall be none Lord over others, but every one shall be a Lord of himself.""