there would be no way, short of a doctor giving it to you (which they wouldnt do) so thats ruled out.
but can i ask are you just unhappy because you are expected to act all masculine and all that jazz by society? and if that were the case fuck society! we are all individuals and all act in our own special ways, heck i can act pretty dam camp at times, and to be honest i couldnt care less what anyone else thinks, because its who i am (something i am not ashamed of) and if someone else has a prolem with it they can go fuck off. no point conforming to what everyone else expects you to be in this life!
just be who you are, and love yourself!
eek sorry i prob didnt answer that at all! :S