I feel as if everyone around me is completely oblivious to the fact that i even exist. i am so sick of people not being able to interpret my moods and know when i need comforted...or just be left alone.
I upset my girlfriend (im bi) today because i was so low.....she thought it was her fault because i refused a hug etc.........although i may sound really horrible for doing that, she is my world...and i am aparently hers.
I hate it when people blame themselves when it has nothing to do with them....
rant over <3
I sit here crying, inside im dead, frozen stiff, and full of dread.