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Old February 17th, 2005, 04:09 PM  
rist_bleeds
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Join Date: February 15, 2005
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hey everyone
i need someone to talk to right now. i went somewhere for lunch yesterday and it brought back a lot of stuff i dont want to remember. i think i was having a panic attack because i couldnt breath and got really shaky. but when i left it went away. it brought back stuff of when i did meth. it made me wanna do it again and i hate having these damn thoughts. i havent cut in a while.....though everytime i look at my scars it remains in my mind. (over 200 scars on my body) my dad wants me to get laser surgery but i am too attatched to them. they represent a part in my life i have overcome. but i hate getting stared at and getting asked questions. any advice anyone?
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