Yeah, now that I think back on that day, I did take the Adderall expecting to get more focused. Unfortunately, it made me uncomfortable and slightly drowsy, although since my body was wide awake and my brain kind of wasn't, I couldn't get any rest that day because of the twitching and whatnot. It was basically like I had malaise (an uncomfortable feeling or uneasiness accompanied by a vague feeling of tiredness).
Happiness is not about being perfect.
It is about seeing beyond the imperfections.