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Old March 23rd, 2006, 08:02 PM  
HaydenJay
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i used to be liek that....evry moment igot or any time i felt that down just was a razorblade away. My friends eventualy found out and told my school counsler...then she brought me in and told me to lift op my sleeve and idid and my arm was shoulder to wrist in cuts...and she and most people ion my school were horrified. i ended up have a huge amount of blood loss and stayed in rehad for awhile. but wen u tell people things like that u seriosly have to trust them or ull end up liek i did.and uwill seriosly regret evry moemnt.....i still cut froom time to time but only if its that horrble but other times ijust lock my door turn out my lights open my window and turn up my music as loud as it will go and lay on my floor crying to drown it all out......it helps sometimes...

and ur not alone...i know exctly how ufeel....

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