I know I said I wasnt gonna worry about this crap, but today I was talking to the girl on the bus, and as the bus got nearer to our stop, I got this anxiety building up from my chest, it felt like it was just gonna burst out, my heart was pounding so fast. Then we stopped and I got off before her, and I stood outside the bus waiting for her, and she got off and was walking toward me, and my heart was beating so damn fast, and I felt that one moment when I could have asked her to wait a minute, and I was trying to say it, but all that came out was "bye" and then she started walking toward her house and then it was gone.
God I was so close I could have done it but the words just couldnt come out! My heart is still beating fast, damn i almost had it! Shit!