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Old March 6th, 2006, 10:01 PM  
Oath
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Name: Cassie
Join Date: June 7, 2005
Location: San Francisco, CA
Gender: Female
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Originally Posted by mozzaman51
I don't cut. It's silly
maybe silly in your eyes, but not ours. to us this is very serious and i know i personally dont appreciate you calling something which is so big a part of my life "silly"


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i feel many different things. one of the strongest feelings is reliefe. not like i am purging myself of all the badness, but reliefe that i am back on solid ground again. usually what makes me want to cut is this feeling of being stuck inside myself and not being able to get out and be in control of anything i do - its like someone else is doing things for me...but after i cut i come back to reality. every once in a while cutting pushes me further away from real life but not often enough to make me find a different way of helping myself.
It is silly though. "I have a problem...time to nearly kill myself!"

It's just so...unneeded. If you can't get so and so girlfriend, leave her, go fishing around, there might be a better catch out there. Having family problems? Talk with your parents, say sorry even though they may have pissed you off and then they will say sorry too. I just find self harm and wrist cutting really really...I dunno how to say this...moronic?

Cutting your veins open on your arm should not be something big in your life, your education, health, social and sex life should be big parts of your life. Don't waste time cutting and wiping up blood for countless hours. Go out with your friends and play football, tennis, cricket, go watch a movie, do whatever you need. Just please, for the good of yourself, don't bother with the knife.
i do do stuff w. my friends and stuff i do have fun: cutting is like my other life someone that doesnt do it wouldnt understand. sometimes things arent as easy has talkin to your parent sif your having troule w. them.

mozzaman51:If you can't get so and so girlfriend, leave her, go fishing around, there might be a better catch out there.

but if you really love her/him/it y would u leave it...i cant stop cutting now cause i guess i relied on it to help me threw somethings....if youve been w. someone or something its hard to let go even if its done something bad or it is something bad....its hard...so pleaz dont call something in my life that im trying very hard to get through silly....
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