Re: friends........if they were true friends.
I agree, if they were really your friends obviously they wouldn't act like that. Don't worry about them; instead, focus on finding people you can trust and who like you for what you are. If they're jerks, then they are. It can be hard to lose people you thought were your friends, but you'll probably be better off without them. Everything will get better with time. There's nothing wrong with you, it's them.
Hope things work out for you!