I'm sure I'm not really gay, but is this normal?
I never, ever want to have sex with a dude. I plan to lose my virginity to a girl, and the rest of my sexual intercourses would be with females. However, I like to look at other guys's penises. It's part curiosity, part I just like to! I also want to try to masturbate with a guy or a group of guys. I also just wish I could have a good chat with a guy friend about puberty. So, just checking, I'm not gay and this is totally normal, right?