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Old February 16th, 2006, 03:16 PM  
dying lullaby
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Join Date: April 6, 2004
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Originally Posted by mozzaman51
I don't cut. It's silly
maybe silly in your eyes, but not ours. to us this is very serious and i know i personally dont appreciate you calling something which is so big a part of my life "silly"


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i feel many different things. one of the strongest feelings is reliefe. not like i am purging myself of all the badness, but reliefe that i am back on solid ground again. usually what makes me want to cut is this feeling of being stuck inside myself and not being able to get out and be in control of anything i do - its like someone else is doing things for me...but after i cut i come back to reality. every once in a while cutting pushes me further away from real life but not often enough to make me find a different way of helping myself.

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leave me be, while i rot and die, in the corner, under the blanket that you gave me when you lied and told me i ment something
~Bri
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