It's great to hear that you are coming around.
You just have to focus on the higher points that you do have. Don't forget that even during a low, it'll get better. It always does.
Counselors are good help when you get into the low points. If you don't go to one yet, try it. If you don't like the guy or gal you get, try another one. There is someone out there who can help, and with a little time, you can find em!
As always- None of my statements are evaluated by the FDA.
My advice is not intended to diagnose, treat, cure or prevent any diseases unless prescribed by a health practitioner. All information is provided for educational purposes only and should not replace the advice of your medical doctor.
(but your medical doctor will probably end up killing you