hun, we all fall down, but eventually you gotta get back up. look at life like a road. theres spots on the road that are really nice and paved and clean, and there are spots there are riddled with pot holes and somtimes no pavement at all, just random animal trails. But you know what. You will allmost allways come to pavement again, if you walk far enough. and when you fall, don't stay on the ground not moving, get up, and continue along the way. I know you can get passed this Maria. You have it in you.
""The New Law of Righteousness," that there "shall be no buying or selling, no fairs nor markets, but the whole earth shall be a common treasury for every man," and "there shall be none Lord over others, but every one shall be a Lord of himself.""