this is wierd, but I don't think I ever have brought myself to orgasm...gosh this is awkward, but I just felt the need to post this. anyway, I want to know how I can, if I haven't. see, I dunno whether I have or not...how can you tell? and how can i do this? ergh...I feel really wierd about asking this, and stupid, too...no one will judge me by how utterly embarrassing this is, will they?