Fuck, I hope it doesn't come to that. Its been about 8 days since my last dosage. What I think is the withdrawal has eased up. I just hope I can keep off for more than a month. Originally I told myself I was only going to try it twice a year, but after the first time, I ditched that plan. I did it the week after, then the week after that and the week after that. Each time I increased the dosage and felt increasingly shitty the following day. There is NO way I'm going to a professional; either I die on this or I solve it myself.
PhD student - Organic Chemistry
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