I am a very depressed person, I try to be happy but it seems like every little thing around me drops my happy state.
My friends think i am a funny, happy guy but what happens if i ever say anything wrong, they will abandon me, it has happened far too many times before.
I hide all of my real personalitie inside of me, lock it away, worrying incase the wrong idea may slipp my mind, not even my family know about how sad i am,
I don't want to do this, but i have too
I am scared that i will be abandoned by my friends again and i will be all alone, Alone in this messed up world, with no-body to support me.