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Old January 12th, 2006, 02:14 PM  
RowanVer.3.0
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Join Date: November 1, 2005
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Thanks guys, I've just always been the smallest. I remember at the age of 7 being 50pounds. I guess it's more subconcious, I don't want to end up short and crap because when I was younger everyone would judge me by height. They wouldn't allow me to do anything just because I was only like 4'5"ish until atleast 12 while my bestfriend(who is a year older btw) who lived near me was around 5foot 140lbs. He always got to do everything. Stay up late, mow grass for money, shovel for money.. I would have done it for free, it was just so demoralizing that the older people all looked down at me as too small to do their chores.

I think that might be what it all leads back to.

All my friends are skeletons,
dulcimers and chariots
prayers to God, oh prayers to God

Was I sleeping all this time?
Was my shadow ever mine?
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